Hinamori Amu =]

2011-11-19T15:57:00.000+08:00

Today's post will be all about BigBang & 2NE1 (:

2011-04-26T22:50:00.001+08:00

Prelim 1's just next week!GOSH why in the world do we have 2 prelims??!

Anw my bloggg's so dead,really dead~~ L.J.Y see i've updated!^_^

I'm having a happe life right now & there's so much I want to say but I'm really lazy to type......So I'll upload pictures instead(: There R more pictures but kinda lazy currently, will upload in a few days time^_^

2011-02-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

It's Chinese New Year, gonna crank the party up~

CHEERS~

2011-01-30T11:15:00.000+08:00

:: Claris Kinsleyღ

Hurt..

2011-01-16T10:37:00.002+08:00

It's always study, studying, &studied in a Secondary 4 life~

This's a song I've created by combining 3 songs from the same singer& adding my own lyrics also
Enjoy(:

I'm exhausted...Tired
I felt so lost suddenly...
Memories came flowing back~
Bringing back all the scars&hurt I once got
I was left torn apart in the heart of a hurricane...
Really, no thanks to you

Storm cries for me in the distance
Warm and sun so clear I miss them
How could I?
I've been so blind
Baby I thought you were different
The kind of guy that I could build within so deep
Just couldn't see

My friends said cover up your windows
Pack up get out better let it go
I should've listen but I thought you'd come around
But you, you left me torn apart in the heart of a hurricane

Shattered all my dreams and wishes
Everything gone in an instant
How I cry
Inside I die
Stow the ground right underneath me
Left me drown and barely breathing

And I still got the scars
Thought I never be the same i were
And crashing down but somehow i survived
In the wind, in the rain
In the tears, in the pain
I made through the heart of a hurricane
Of a hurricane, oh yeah.....

Now i'm seeing in the dark
Saw you alone in the shade of the night,
A distant reflection I caught in my eye
Is this real? Am I dreamin?

However, you're just a love illusion
You're never really there at all
I'm caught up in this superstition
Let me end up in this confusion

How much hurt you've brought to me
Baby your spell ain't magic at all to me
&I'd never be the same me anymore~

I'm done make believin'
Cause you keep faking the real thing
I'm done make believin'
Now i'm gonna get back to my life
So I walk away
From your love illusion~

::C-ris Kinsley♥

2010-12-23T22:41:00.001+08:00

Dance is the hidden language of the soul~

Please click on my nuffnang~

Woke up freaking early for school today, Shag!
Came home & went down to meet mum
Afterwards, went to scape with TM to practice the past dance steps
Found a spot and danced like nobody's business, seriously we were laughing & laughing at the moves we made

Tired so trained down to Bugis with the remaining time. Bought 3 stuffs over at BStreet then proceeded to our DC
HAHA today the cute D-instructor [refered to by TM] :P taught us. And Halfway through Nicholas called me out to talk to me bout some Ghetto Crew master performing class, like can't he call me out after class? MAde me missed what the instructor was teaching plus my steps weren't that right!

Told me that i was selected for the master performing class along with the other girl who both of us won the shirt. The course falls on 2 FRIGGIN SCHOOL DAYS! Yeah and not just that, it will clash with my CCA. Hey I needa study, gotta major exam next year! Why can't they just hold it on like some short holidays? UH-whatever, suit themselves~ Dad not home today, so gotto talk to him about this course tomorrow.

I'm tired now, gonna watch some tv with mum~

2010-12-22T11:40:00.000+08:00

Dance like no one is watching you~
Love as though you have never been hurt before~
Sing like nobody can hear you~
Live like heaven is on earth~! ♥

CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG PLEASE&THANKYOU~

EHH i'm back with more fun~!

Yesterday bombed down to Queensway to shop for my shoe with mum

Thanks dad for the drive there.

Walked round and round with no interest in those shoes i've seen.

FAT HOPE to find a shoe that you really like man & it sucks really

Decided to go down to somerset's Left Foot instead, however while making our way out passed by a store we have not been to

Went in and saw this Black&Hot pink Nike High Dunk, took interest so tried on with my size

Fits perfect! So satisfied, dad drove is to Far East to shop for clothes~

Walked around & obviously bought things~

Trained down to City hall, mum accompany me to sit by while time passes till my dance class

Mum trained home, me to dance class.

The train was friggin squeezzy!

Missed the squeezzy train & guess what? I'm late for my class.

Teng Mo and me ran all the way from the MRT & ended up early bcos the class before us ended over their given time @.@

Anyway, that was what happened yesterday~

So yeah

2010-12-20T11:32:00.000+08:00

PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG~

Missed the converse warehouse sale! I think i don't really bother~
Great my brother went and got me a pair of really nice Everlast shoe (:

Mum's staying home these 2 weeks relaxing, means house would be nosier
Been playing Xbox kinect these few days, really addicted :X
Practicing those dance steps lately.
EHHH just self learnt Hyuna change dance steps with my bro
HELL.FUN! Finally got the full steps right XD
This morning bro almost broke his arm while breaking~
Sis gave her Porsche a new coat, looks cooler now
I think that's all the recent updates.
EHH 1 more, dad agreed to get me a new nike dance shoe!
Went over singapore to search for a design that i like, hell hard :X
Seriously need to go shopping for my clothes @@

EHHH that's all

2010-12-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

I'm fallin in l.o.v.e with U-kiss without realizing ><

Ok have 1 bad news, My study books were confiscated by my mum just a few minutes ago~ :(
But she didnt take my book that i'm still reading on, HEHE
Would be so bored for the next few days without my study books, SUCKS~
Mum wants me to play, so i grant her wish now (:
Gonna hang out with my friends for the next idk how many days, Hav F.U.N :D

Anyway going to Scape with dancemate tomorrow before classes at night, i'm so gonna have some fun there. Mate says that there are people practicing there dance there, MAN THIS IS COOL! She say it's an area where people slack, study or practice their dance. She slacked there before so what she say should be true but gonna see it for myself tomorrow. If we really can practice, i'm so gonna go there with my friends to practice, & maybe get to know some people >
Can't wait seriously *_*

Ok.ok my elder bro says that place is cool cos he goes there to practice too~
Lately, my bro is asking me to take up skateboarding, sounds crazy but i wanna try(:
Hmm I think my bro & I are on the same boat in the family.
Basically, he's dancing-I'm too
He's skateboarding- I'm taking some interest too
He's into all sorts of thrills- Count me in definitely!
He's a major bookworm- Me duh~
So yeah.......

Gonna get myself new stuffs soon :D
Recently i realize that my taste of clothes has changed too :/
Toothless(dog) have been more active lately(:

I think that's all, gonna have fun.
ROCK'ON~!
OH, & PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG! THANKS

2010-12-14T16:07:00.000+08:00

Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken-winged bird that can't fly (:

Had a bad night, woke up 2-3 times and had a bad & good dream. Weird eh ._.?
Anyway, i think i'm stressed at idk what....
Played Kinect Xbox with Amos today, didnt have much energy so he won most games

Mum's sick, so resting at home. At least get to spend time with her (:
For the whole morning till afternoon, was packing my room and giving my room a new makeover, Love it man :D

Anyway, i've got nothing much to say. Will be meeting my friend later then proceed to HHL (:

cheers, Please click on my nuffnang~ thanks

GHETTO CREW~!

2010-12-12T17:33:00.001+08:00

PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG~!

My december is really pack, i guess :/

Made new friends:D
I don't know whether i wish school life arrive faster or slower, but i'll just flow with time~

These 2 days, had fun with Ghetto Crew :D
Basically Ghetto Crew is a Famous Taiwan dance group. They performed in a Taiwan show called Wu Lin Da Dao.
Just reached home not long ago and my body is aching abit as have been dancing for 6 hours yesterday & 1 1/2 hour today >

Gosh when i was in bed yesterday, it was so difficult to move my body as it is aching!
But the aches are worth while(:

I think that's all i've got to say, so PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG~!

2010-12-06T08:55:00.001+08:00

Holidays were great! Made new new friends :D
Anyway, PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG & stay tune to the dec season on darknesscupid (:

2010-11-23T11:31:00.000+08:00

<3 HAVAIANAS :D

2010-11-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

PEOPLE PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG, THANKS! :D

Today went out with HAVAIANAS~!

It's so fun man!
Will try to go for every outing! :D

Went to Siloso beach at Sentosa and started playing with water

Splash splash splash splash splash~~~!!

Yeah, started splashing each other-.-

I wasnt really in to it, cos i was wearing a white camera tee and i was afraid that it's like visible?

So yeh, but anyway got splashed mostly by YIJIE! [He major splasher]

Most of the people were wet, except for one or two or three

Then idk why i suddenly had the courage to splash ppl-.-

splashed back YiJie cos he freaking splashed me alot

Haha, i kinda pity Sandy cos yijie dun let her go and she got splashed also.

EEK~! should not have friggin wore white today==

Didn't have the 'that we were going to play water' in mind when packing:/

MESODUMB~~

Mostly slack here and there, chit-chatting, playing water~

Afterwards played true or dare, Damn funny

Hahas, i'm so lucky cos they dk what to ask me or what they want me to do, so not so jialat than the others :D

I think this was what i enjoyed most today cos it kept me away from day-dreaming @@

Seriously, i was day-dreaming the whole day!

Maybe because of the previous nightS, didn't have a good sleep. Worst! can't sleep!

i think i'm suffering from insomia.

Firstly, at night i can't seem to sleep. My whole family is sleeping except for me.

Secondly, managed to sleep but woke up real early like 8 plus or 9 plus -.-

What-in-the-world-is-wrong-with-me-man!!

Sigh~ I'm tired so i day-dream @@

Should i study to stop myself from day-dreaming? Cos i've not been studying.

Mum ask me to play more and stop studying for the mean time. ROFL~!

Like last wed i was reading a book on the couch then she started talking to me~~

Thanks to all the day-dreaming, i forgot what she said.

But she scolded me saying if i studied too much, she'll get worried-.-

How funny can it be man~

Students were meant to be studying until they graduate wad-.-

But anyway, after she scolded me i dropped my book on the table and watched tv :D

Afterwards, went for alittle swim with romeo[mydoggie] till like 9 plus then showered and had dinner :D

Anyway~

Had dinner at kopitiam at vivo

Gladys and i ate the same food but hers is chicken while mine is salmon. Both from jap store :3

Okays, i was day-dreaming while eating that's y it's either i was staring at my food/into space/my pepsi.

Played bejeweled biz and traffic rush on itouch and phone to stop myself from day-dreaming!!

I think i'm too stressed up at IDK WHAT!!! ._. ....... -.-

I'm going craazy at myself @@

HAHA :D

So train with Gladys, Leonard, Leon and idk what the guy's name was :/

However, Gladys and me were in our own world and those 3 in theirs (Y)

I'm tired, so i just shutup._.

Came home and guess what?

MY camera tee turned brown thanks to those sand==

Uh tired of posting alr~

Will try to get the photo taken today :D

2010-11-09T16:57:00.002+08:00

2010-11-08T18:30:00.004+08:00

Okays i'm back to blogging again
Edited my blog for the Nov seasons :D
Stayed home these few days, BORING~
can't wait to go home-MISS BADLY:(
It's autumn season! GRR~~ i don't want to miss the season:(

Hmm, nth to post alr. Shall end off with my ranks in sch...
Class ranking: 4/36
Level ranking: 26/114

Bad hor? Ya i find it bad too :(
Nemind, will continue workin hard to the top(:
Hooray~

2010-10-23T11:21:00.004+08:00

::NOTICE::

This is just an add-on log

i've decided to re-update my blog only by Seasons theme

My logs will all remain the same, but my blog theme, entertainment and decoratives will change by seasons.

Came up with this idea as i don't think that i've the time to change all these every 1~2 weeks.

And by doing so, i wont run out of ideas. So this kinda help me in some ways to make my blog more interesting though (:

Well that's all (:

The next Season Change will be in the NOV month (:

2010-10-23T11:04:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE

Well, didn't seem to have a good sleep last night. Not that i'm all excited for the Cambodia trip, but just CAN'TSEEMTOOGETSOMESLEEP

Are we fated for each other? Seems to me that it is and i believe we have some strong link between us (:

So....just can't wait to see him (:

Practically bored so just blog. Been watching Personal Love all morning, EEKS SO ADDICTED :/

Really dispice IN-HEE because she's always stealing KEE-IN 's guy friends, IN-HEE YUCK KAY

.............

Ahh~ Just so miss Fam outings :(

The last time, didn't turn up for YIJIE's Bday, SO SORRY! Thanks to my exams ._.

Told Jacy (: i'll turn up for the next outing, and i will. ROAR :E

Sigh~ Just miss them much.

Miss my Galpeeps too, will catch up during the holidays (:

As for the 4 ladies, will be seeing them soon in a few hours (Y) :D

Okays anyways there's nothing more to post, so Farewell

Do miss me kays(:

YOU AND ME ♥

2010-10-22T23:22:00.003+08:00

Finally EOY's over (:

Allocated more time to play during the holidays, brother's back again after being grounded(Y)

Can spend more time with (L) ♥

More time on the computer & WII (:

Eii~~

Dad promise us to spend more time with us at home(:

MORE GREAT FOOD~! (Y) (Y)

Can't wait for my report book (:

Today is the 22 October 2010. another one more day and i'm flying off to Cambodia(:

To be exact, am flying off on the 24 October 2010, 4AM

That is the wee hours of the morning, and i can bet that most people staying in the bice room would not be sleeping. First, too excited? Second, Can't sleep thanks to too much of entertainment from their friends?

I know that i would not be sleeping thanks to the 4 ladies, C.C.J.R (:

Plus i'm going to pump alot of energy in them so that they won't be sleeping(:

I'm still deciding whether to eat Mac with two of my friends tomorrow at 11 plus :/

Idunknow, i'll decide when the time's come(:

Have not been blogging for days as i'm really lazy and preparing for my exams. Hope all the hard work paid off then~

I shall post for tomorrow as i'm not sure whether i do have the time to blog~

23 October's Log::

So gonna wake up about estimated time 12PM~

Meet (L) at 1PM and proceed to SOMEWHERE

Decide to play Jubeat before going to Cambodia, I'MSOADDICTED :/

Just trying to level up real fast and to train my currently dying Jubeat skills ._.

Well now at Butterfly, I'MNOTCONTENTED :/

Shall then proceed with (L) to JY(YI MA :D ) 's house to pass her lugguage, my sis say it's stupid and i was like AHWHATEVER ._.

Must step into sch by 7PM, but i think we'll either reach early or abit late (:

EII~~~~~~~~~

I dun know what's gonna happen next, so just hope for the best of the best (:

Cheers :3

MISS ME OKAYS PEEPS? :D

BE GONE ONLY FOR THE MOMENT, WILL NOT REPLY ALL OF YOUR TEXT MSGES UNTIL THE ARRIVAL TO THE SINGAPORE AIRPORT (:

2010-10-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

2010-09-26T18:48:00.000+08:00

MOUSE CHASE CATS

2010-09-18T20:30:00.004+08:00

*Want to delicate this to a special someone for making my life special and meaningful*

Cambodia trip in a month's time,can't wait?

Anyway i'm bored to post anymore things, sick some more.So sway:/

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Ok,bye

2010-08-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a long time:/ Have been very busy or might be quite right to say i'm lazy to blog during my free time:X

Don't want it to die cos i find it quite 'cool' to have a web as blog (LAME)

Anyway, this is TERM 3, a no-joke term. Common tests' are so over and i'm so............................normal?:/

Kay first i'm gonna talk bout my results. So far so good, actually was quite slack but still did quite well (Y) :D End year must A-s everything, i hope my brain renew it's absorbing spongy^^

Everyday rot in sch until 5 after act waiting fr (L), i've got something wonderful called patience^^ Cheers :D

Many things happened since and i love them^^

Collected alot of clothes for Cambodia trip! Still more awaiting for us:/........hectic hectic hectic!@@

Today many LAWL things happened:/ shan't say, only u know ppl know what happened :D

Okay i want to go............of course away from the com? To make it simple, sign off.

TA~

2010-06-23T12:12:00.002+08:00

EMPTY MINDS & EMPTY HEARTS~~~~~

Monday>> Went out with jy, shirlyn, calvin & wx. Went to beach road to sew our ranks then proceeded to ecp to cycle. Shirlyn didn't know how to cycle, so i took the 2 sitter bike with her......Went to bodok jetty then to area G. Took some photos and slacked slacked. Cycle back to area C to return our bikes. Fun day:D Then took taxi to PP for dinner and arcade. Jy, calvin & wx played basketball while me and shirlyn played DDR. Was fun^^ played 3 rounds of it. bus-ed home and reached home bout 8 plus........Watched some tv and slept.

Tuesday>> Woke up real early, idk why. Didn't have a good night's sleep :/ Left house early to meet (L). Went to PS to watch Toy story. I like those toys^^ The strawberry bear was cute but he's evil lor.....I hate evil toys): They might come and attack you anytime when you're not noticing........Ate Carls junior, went to cp's burger king to study.....Studied halfway, didn't have the heart to study cos i'm in a holiday mood+tired~~

Decided to be bo liao, took bus 80 all the way to idk where? Terminated then took back, by the time it's 7 plus liaos. Mum ask me meet her at HG can't pei (L) to cp ):):):

Yeah great, when i reached HG, mum's phone batt went dead! How and where to meet her sia....Feeling irritated, i went back home and found her at home...Waste my time lor....EEyer:l

Uh nth much to say alr, bored):

Byes~

2010-06-20T13:36:00.007+08:00

CHEESE IN A COTTON CAN:D

Annual Air camp happened last week, after that was spec course. passed out as a 3SGT. Not quite satisfied but it's alright. i'm aiming for Senior Spec course :D

Firstly, spec course overall was fun^^ ALPHA 1 rocks!><> Ferzanah,Safiqah,me,kelda. 1st night, kana squashed so slept in one position the whole night, woke up with body aches...........2nd night was better, but i was up studying my crazy sis's notes== Slept for 4 hours only):

Most of the lectures, i was sleeping.....Too tired le): okay i'm lazy to type the whole thing out.....But some of my mates failed the spec course and for the past few day i managed to cheered some up(:

To those who failed and i've not cheered you up yet, if you're reading this i'm just gonna say. The rank is just a piece of clothe, it does not earn you a living. What for be sad about it? Yes you can be sad, but there are still other chances for you. Don't forget, there's still Senior spec course. So don't be sad alrights? right now, let's treasure the moments we have with our part c :D Do join in for the celebration, cos it's the time that we part c build our bonds even stronger(:

After spec course, Afiqah, Jia Yu, Ramat, Ismail, Conan and me went to sing post mac to eat. While eating, Jia Yu played a little trick on Conan, it was damn funny and Afiqah and me were laughing like crazy and very loud until the whole mac ppl were like looking at us? Finished eating about 9 plus? Walked to bus stop to wait for dad to fetch me homie.....Came home, lazy to unpack will do it the next day...Realised what my envelope's got a hole, left my rank and certs only ):): UH need to waste my money go and buy.....zzzz

Uh i lazy to post alr....bye peeps

LOVE LOVE LOVE ON THE DANCE FLOOR

2010-06-06T19:05:00.003+08:00

Goodbye my past and hellooooo my future^^

i've not posted for a long time, and shall do it now. Mid-year exams are over. Bye term2&1. Elloo June holidays^^ Ugh, but my June holidays are only like 2 weeks? Want to travel also don't have so much time to enjoy): Well that depends on my parents where they want to take us:D

Mid-year results were great^^ My hard work pays off and i'm gonna continue to do duh till my O'lvls :DD " Woo i'm ready i'm ready i'm ready i'm ready i'm ready i'm ready i'm ready i'm ready~~~~~~~~~~~~~" [By spongebob]

These few days were great! 3Rd June Went to school with Shalala to take PoA homework. Then Met Fijri and Roy. Went to the class beside 4N1 with miss Tan. Sat doing my homework while miss Tan teach those 3 people. I sit till my butt's bur-nin==

Miss Tan finished teaching bout 3 plus? Msg(L) that Shalala and me will be going to TP and will be back to go home tgt. Lawls, journey took idk how long....blah blah blah. Shalala & i were Verie hungrie. Ate at forks&Spoon, DELICIOUS!

Wanted to Jalan Jalan for awhile but realised there were not enough time so Train-ned back to somewhere and went back with(L) :D

Uh this was what happened on 3RD June. Well let's see...........Then the rest of the following days, stayed at home watching spongebob squarepants with sister cos both our(L-s) were busy): Oh yeah we were sad)):

DUH~~~~~~~~I think the rest or the days would be about the same bah:O

Today: Went church i the morning. Had jamming after that. Wanted to proceed to town after jam but am too tired so went jalan jalan for some of stuffs for camp de~~~~Then went home:D

Came home and hog my apple. Went FB and watched Cinderalla's sister(korean drama, very nice^^) and am still watching now:D

Well can't wait to see(L) tml^^ Miss you & Shalala

Kisses&Huggs would be the best thing for me to say before i sign off(:

2010-03-21T02:42:00.005+08:00

~It's not the outside that counts. It's what is in the inside that always counts~

Not much of activities happened today because of the rainy season. Actually the rainy season is only today and will last for one day only. Today's Qin ming Jie. Woke up early today,my sis and i plan to swim. But it was canceled due to the weather==

Slack at home using the com fr awhile. Mum and dad told me to dress up, wanna go eat Bah Ku Teh. Sian only i'm going....Sis and bro ps me.......sis go out with her bf, bro still sleeping like a pig==
NEHMIND LOR~~They miss the good food
Not surprising that dad's brother coming along with us. Okay will skip the eating part~~~~~Forward forward~~~~~~~Finished the meal, dad drop his bro at Ferrer Park. Idk where he's going.

Came home, down to the com. As usual, went into FB and blog if ther's nth i'm in to Audi alr..There's fam channel today. Suddenly mum wants to use my notebook, so let her use lor. Told BingGan i'll brb. But my mum took so long that i kana kik.....I dun mind, cos i dun expect them to wait fr me fr 2 hours plus. If like that, they dun have to earn FP le.LOLS!

Relog and went to watch in BingGan's room. Then mum continue to use the com. She use for a SUPERBLONGTIME! That i fell asleep while waiting for her==

Woke up in the late evening and found my com off. THANKSLOTSMUM, guess what? I'M STILL IN AUDI~~~!!T_T Nevermind, i dun blame her=]
Okays, on notebook again. Did usuals and went into Audi~

PLayed with some rdm ppl, then met WeiRong. Pei ta earn exp to lvl up. And here i am. It's going to 3am and i'm still not asleep! i think i slept relevantly abit too much, that's why i'm not sleepy. Plus the sugar too, Jelly drink><

I'll get 2 hours of sleep later. Need energy for swimming tml. Need to wake up early~~~Kays, tomorrow's stuffs will be posted tml-if i have the time. BYEBYE PEEPS~! REMEMBER TO TAG BEFORE LEAVING^^ THANKYOURS<3

2010-03-19T21:20:00.005+08:00

~I wish to fly away even if i might get injured. Because i know that's the only way out from your world~

Today woke up early in the morning. I guess i was woken up by the morning sunshine~~~GRRR I WANT TO GET MORE SLEEP!!!!)': But anyway, since i've woken up le, so i went to listen to some music and washed up. Took my breakfast with only 4 slices of bread with butter==
So plain.........today maid not around, idk where she went to. I guess it was the market?:O
IDUNCARE-ANYWAY:/

Lazy to go out to eat cos it'll take 2 hrs== So i'd rather have a simple meal. Done with my breakfast, played with Romeo for awhile and went to watch hitman reborn on my notebook. Watched halfway and i'm sian alr. So chat with my peeps on msn and went into audi~~Played with some rdm ppl then went to play with fam.

Play dao 11 bah then went to get ready to meet Jacy before going fam outing. LOLS, when i met her, she was wearing full black. I call her WIB-Woman In Black>< Hahas, walked to POSB to cash out. Train down to Vivo to meet the rest of the fam members.Forward forward~~~~~ Bought movie tickets, ate, jalan jalan, went to watch movie then went to play pool. Bout 7 plus plus le. Jacy need to go alr. So we bid goodbye to the rest and went home. Okays, that's what happened today. I know it's kinda short, but i'm tired alr.....didn't get much sleep==''

Anyways, took a group photo:D

FAIRYTALES♥

2010-03-17T12:02:00.005+08:00

Yo peeps! I'm back to bring my blog back to life!^^
But i need more taggies~~~~~~~~~~so please tag tag tag!!!! Dun be afraid of taggin^^

♥Life is never like a fairytale, no matter how much i wished they were...........♥ Time is up, everything is done for and over, i will move on and never look back no matter how much or little it hurts
I guess this is it? Everything will come to an end, still i want to make it the best out of the best! It's okay to fall down and get up again? Lose something? Cry out your eyes? Get hurt many times?
But most importantly is to never give up. The past is the past, just put everything behind. The hurts have hurt you. you can't do anything to rewind your life. So what for cry over spilled milk? Just do the best that you can for the following coming years. This is what i found that is more important=]

Okay back to my bloggie~~~~~~Sry that my blog's dying, didn't have time to update it. HEHE! Will try to maintain it~~~~~~~~
Many things have happened, fun stuffs mostly^^

Yesterday went to ECP for class outing. Went cycling? Like those who went there? I guess only 3/4 of the class went....Hahas. Dad dropped me at the mac, went in and can't find them cos there was alot of ppl!>< Okay then nevermind, saw pau and gang. They finished their meal liaos then went out of mac. Rang JiaYu up and she came to meet me, bringing the bike along. Then Cerine and Zoey came.....They were hungry so went into mac again. Forward forward forward~~~~~~

Done with their meals, JiaYu and me went to rent my bike and once that is settled, we rode off liaos. Haiya then this part is kinda confusing@_@.......We cycled back to mac again to find the rest of the class. Can't find them!!!~~~~~So we turned back. Idk where we went afterwards. But suddenly the whole gang came out from somewhere. They decided to cycle. So JiaYu and me brought them to rent their bikes. LOLS, when they went into the bike shop, the way i see from outside is like they were going to rob the shop!>< One whole 3N1 gang inside! Can you imagine? LOLS! Okay okay forward forward, their bikes settled liaos........Forward forward forward!!!!~~~~~

Actually wanted to cycle to changi.......But then the rest of the ppl so slow then JiaYu and me need to keep turning back to wait for them. Okay, we pek chek alr. So we went off first. then saw Cedric and Wei Xuan. So went to drink coconut......Super nice^^JiaYu complain that she got little meat><><><>< So fun! Waited for Cedric to come then cycled out from Bedok Jetty and met the class. Idk where they going but just follow them lor. In the end they cycled to the toilet. Gang Gang hao i need to ust the toilet. So asked them to wait~~~~~~Forward forward forward cos that part V.BORING

Hai basically, we followed the class, ltr they not happy say pang seh then die liaos.......Skip skip skip cos also V.boring the part. Idk what they doing so JiaYu, WeiXuan, Cedric and me went to drink coconut again. I scared drink too much ltr i will become a coconut head!._. IDW!~~~Then we suddenly feel like eating the what clamp and sting ray. So they went to order lor. That only filled my stomach like bout 1/4? Slack slack there then returned our bikes and walked to parkway arcade to play MT. Finish liaos then went to eat dinner again. JiaYu and me ate pepper lunch and WeiXuan just sat there drinking coke. Forward forward forward~~~~~~~

We went to money changer and bank cos WeiXuan want to go. FINISH EVERYTHING, me and WeiXuan cab home then JiaYu went to some temple to prey. that's when we all said BYEBYE!~~~~ Came back bout 9 plus plus, showered, used com fr awhile, msg and fell asleep le.

I WANT TO GO CYCLING AGAIN!!!^^ NEXT TIME MUST CYCLE TO CHANGI AND BACK!!!^^ WHO WANT TO GO TELL ME SO I CAN ARRANGE. IT'LL BE FUN^^

THE HIGHEST APPLE♥

2010-03-04T13:45:00.003+08:00

Havn't been blogging fr days. I'm not gonna let my blog die. And please i need tags=[ Ppl please tag my tagboard, thanks^^Loves and wishes^^

Okays many things happened for the past few weeks, like Kayaking, Free Style Drills, Imt and collecting money for the india trip. These took up my weekends, except for FSD-free style drills.
It's continuous weekends, and i'm abit shag. Kayaking was super fun^^ it took up the whole sat and sun. And monday was common test. Barely had time to study for it. But managed to get the results that i want^^ Thank God. Okay i dun wanna type so much bout what happened cos it's really really long.............But i love Kayaking the most. During the whole 2 day course, i was laughing the most. It was freaking funny. If you went fr Kayaking, you'll know how fun it is. And if you're in group 3&4, the more you'll find it freaking fun and freaking funny. Especially Chit Hong and Hasraf,idk how to spell his name.

And today's E-Learning day. I prefer going to sch, rather than stay at home to do elearn. It's stupid.......But i slack alot. Played games and took pictures with sis using web cam. Later gonna post it in FB.My pics only, rules between sis and me:P

FB- One thing i like about E-learning day is that we can do whatever we like while doing the homework^^ Wees i can listen to music while doing E-learning. If it were in sch, i think if i put on my ear piece, teacher will blow. HOHO><>

For english, i think i wrote alot of crap. There was one question that had no link at all-

3. Using at least ten of the words you have learnt today, write a short description of a place you would like to visit, explaining why you like the place.

Okay, they ask us to learn 10 vocab words from a link. After that apply it to the questions. But all the words are describing ppl and they expect us to use that to describe a place-.-
After reading question 3, i was lyk "HUH?"
Lol so i just wrote- I would like to visit Denmark. I would like to see how the country is like. and how trendy and interesting those people are. They speak a beautiful language.

This was that i typed, V.crappy........okay then the 4th question.

4. Using at least ten of the words you have learnt today, write a short description of an interesting character.

Randy Wong is a cynical little boy. He loves art, but his imagination is really bad. He is very picky and indecisive. He’s very sensitive and cries over many small little things. Many find his insensible. Like as though he’s just some two year old kid with a face and a body of a fifteen year old boy.

I think It's another chunk of crap. But kinda funny. I think when Randy sees this, he's so gonna rofl? Okay bye bye peeps. need to go finish my spicy shaker fries and i'm off!^^

TA~~~~I LOVE GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!AWAYS AND NATURALLY^^

2010-01-31T15:33:00.004+08:00

L.O.V.E L.O.V.E L.O.V.E L.O.V.E L.O.V.E

Sat,16:
I dun quite remembered what happened, but went to movies with Nik, Randy and Ye Ming. Watched the spy next door. Abit funny but the rest is boring.......After that went to eat dinner then Mrt-ed and Bus-ed home. Late le, showered, chatted with Ye Ming fr awhile then i fell asleep le.

Thursday:
I wun talk bout sch, cos it's the usual. After sch, slack around fr awhile then went home with Wing Ying. Came home and showered and got ready to go hos. Came home and rushed to Bishan to meet Nik,Ming Teck and Ye Ming. Went to popular with nik cos ye ming havn't come yet. Then slack around in popular, reading. Ye Ming and Dion came, didn't know he was coming. Haha dion said he was tired so sat down on the floor. Then the popular stuff say cannot sit on the floor. Haha Dion got up and keep complaining he's tired. Then i suggest him to put his bag on the floor and sit on his bag. Can ma. Cos they say cannot sit on the floor not on the bag ma.

After awhile, Ming Teck came. Went to eat dinner and Ming Teck pushed Dion into the arcade. But got chased out cos dion was in sch uni. haha damn funny. They say go buy a shirt. Then passed by a shop and they spotted a girl shirt and ask dion to wear the girl shirt. Haha they keep making fun of dion, darn funny>< liao="]">< sis and me finished 2 bowls of rice^^
Finish eating le, drove home. Along the way, dad say next week go eat korean food. I was like thinking what korean food:q Then suddenly dii say he want to watch tooth fairy. So random plus it's not on the food topic=_= Then sis join in the conversation say want to watch tooth fairy also. Dii was like bouncing on the sit ask my sis to watch with him. LOL. Jie say she want to watch with Mike. Suddenly my mum say tooth fairy nice movie, and we were staring at her. LOL mum say it's a random answer=_= WTH? Like that also can.................Okay the car was quite for 3 mins i guess then out of a sudden, dii go snatch away my frog huggie that i was hugging and hit me with it. I was like "OUCH", and he say it's a random action. WTF! Then my sis and bro team up and hit me with their huggies. BUWEE!!!!!!!! Lolz the car was filled with shouts and laughter. HAHA^^

Came home, once dii got out of the car, i carry him to the pool and throw him in. MUAHAHA! LOL! then i ran up to my room liao, later he pull me in together with him. HAHA. I faster lock my door and heard my bro outside my room cursing and swearing. HAHA! ROFL ROFL ROFL!!!!So damn funny!!!

Studied SS and went to swim with Romeo until bout 1 plus? Got out of the pool and msged G.Dii. Washed up and train-ed to Bugis. Met GH, G and WZ at mrt and went to play JB liao. Okay blah blah blah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Train-ed to Bishan to meet YM. Saw like R, ZH, N, P, D and others. WA like one big group sias....Okay blah blah blah again~~~~~~~~~~Some v. funny things happened and everybody was ROFL like hell. Went to KFC to have dinner then went home liaos.

CRAB STICK ON A CANDY BAR:3

2010-01-20T20:51:00.001+08:00

'Alejandro, Alejandro, Alejandro...........................................'

WOHOHO!Anywae, today stayed back after school with Shirlyn and Audrea. We so guai=] In 3E3 studying....................Lessons for we were usual, ther's alot of work to do in class today, so didn't have time to day dream:] Read my book in PBK's lesson, cos it's seriously boring!=_=
ACT was usual, before ACT, Nasrin and me went to walk around the school and chatted with friends along the way. During ACT, Did Phy and Cham. Johnathan argued with me about the solidification thingy, HAHA i'm correct! WOHOHO^^ Then Afiq and Rahim keep calling my name then keep laughing=_= ZZZZ DIAO! Idk why they keep laughing=_= Crazy guys.........Then Rahim stopped laughing and ask me how to spell solidification. I was like 0_0~~~~~~~~Diao! This also dk how to spell, Nan guai they keep laughing lah! LOLZ!

Okay okay cut short, slack around in school with Shirlyn and Audrea until 5 plus plus, then bussed home.......in the bus i quite unhappy cos didn't get to sit along in one sit! Cos quite alot of ppl in the bus lor@_@

okays i go listen to music liaos~~~~~~BB**

2010-01-18T20:48:00.003+08:00

Bloody Fcuk Day

Get lost lah you, butt in my life. Also not my parents, so kaypo fr what? Got money take arh. You wan money, can i give you. But i'll give you Hell notes. Still wan? If dun wan then fcuk off lah!!

And bloody passerby, i know who are you okay. Dun think you who to act duaki ok. Better fcuk off. You're not invited here.

Mainly my post today will be a fcuked upp one And will be typing whatever things that come out.Please dun mind. Cos i'm really darn pissed and angry.

I have my own freedom to do what i like okay. You care so much for what? Y you at night act so duaki?So what if you have*** You my mother huh. My father arh? if you my father y you have J!Ba! leh? You're supposed to have a cock wad. Dun have one arh, then go plant one lah! Nwabue lah. You made zabor really angry today okay. I ren for very long time le hor. You dun think you very big shot hor. Wait i feed you sai then you know. You dun regret hor if you make ima very angry again. You WATCH OUT. I can see whatever you're doing.

Sorry ppl, today my post will be like that. I'm sorry:[ I'm really angry and can't just scream at whatever ppl that come to talk to me. Sorry Mother-in-law, today didn't answer you when you talk to me:[ "sorry, sorry,sorry,sorry":[:[:[:[:[ I today not in a good mood:[ Forgive me?

♥SAY CHEESE♥

2010-01-17T19:51:00.002+08:00

♥THE SINNER♥

'It's alright, it's ok. I'm so much better without you...........................'

I'm lovin life^^ But these days, being so busy and pile of homework, made me tired D: Yesterday supposed to go with sm to Nafa and fr movies with N&YM. But ended up being with family the whole day.......morning went to sis's JC then to bro's pri sch........wun elaborate much..........
Came home shagged, talked to YR. Hang up, did homework and chatted with YM^^
Night, played audi then some unpleasant things happened.Wun say much bout it..................
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Today not much events. Whole family cleaning the whole house, preparing for CNY...................
Studied in the morning until 12.30pm. chatted with YM and helping out too.....................And now here i am blogging.......Sigh tml need to reach sch earlyT_T........WhyWhyWhy???????I need more sleep.......But nevermind, only one day.............................................................................
"CHEESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Got to go! bye bye:]
sorry today's post's boring:[ will be interesting the next time:D

TAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

HOTTNESS KILLS ME!!!!!

2010-01-16T17:26:00.000+08:00

LOVE-LAUGH-LIVE!

OKay interesting week i've got=] I'll take my time to postXD

Thursday:
School's fine in the morning, okay won't elaborate much on that. During english lesson, teacher scolded the whole class cos of work not done properly. So she want us to stay back after school to finish...wtf..........Okay lo just stay back lor. Msg-ed doc to change appointment to sun..ZzZzZzZz....He said okay. I'm sorry doc, i didn't know suddenly things got caught up=[
During eng 'ACT' Teacher called us individually and told us what to do. Then i was at the toilet, suddenly i remembered that i was late for 'ACT'. So dashed back to class.

I'm so lucky, teacher called my name at that time i stepped into class, and she marked my attendance then opened my file and told me what to do. Lolz so little corrections only. Okays it's not really corrections. Cos my previous compo corrections i didn't write the full sentence. So teacher wanted me to rewrite again.

So i took my file and was walking back to my sit at the end of the class. Syad- idk how to spell, was beside Ms Gan. OKay, rewind. When Ms Gan was telling me what to do, Syad was talking rubbish=_= Okays forward...I stopped at the point where i was walking back to my sit. Then Syad told Ms Gan, "Ms Gan, I like that girl Claris."

I was like WTF? I didn't turn behind. But Ms Gan didn't say anything, cos i think that she knows that Syad's talking rubbish=_=......WTF sia! Somemore he say until so loud. Then everybody beside me was like staring at me after Syad said that+_+........wtf wtf wtf wtf. Lolz. But i heck care. I know he's talking rubbish lor.

After i did my corrections and blah blah blah, went to canteen to slack around. Then decided slacked enough, walked out of school. While walking out of school, saw JiaYu. Then she asked my whether want to go play Pool. I say okay cos i dun have anything to do if i go home, So go lor. Then meet Zoey outside school gate. We bussed to Kovan. Ate at KFC. Lolz we were laughing and laughing in KFC and ppl were staring at us but we heck care>< tired="[[Poor" thing="[[[" pc="_="" _="'" short="X" train="]" src="file:///C:/Users/Yuguie/AppData/Local/Temp/moz-screenshot-2.png" alt="">

FREEDOM~~~~~~~GONE[MAYBE]

2010-01-14T17:17:00.002+08:00

School gave us half day. So school ended at 10:30am.
SS~MTL~GEO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Lessons were fun today learnt new stuffs too. After school, went to coffee shop with dar, dear and renie to eat noodles. Today was the first day of year 2010 that we are eating noodles together=]
It's Memories~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Wonderful~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Dar need to go home for tuition so dear, Renie and me walked back to school. Reached school, went to the staff room and called those teacher that can teach maths, but like all go home le. So i taught them maths:indices...............Then after that Mr Koh came so he taught the indices. Then POA time, half way i need to go le. So bid good bye to them.

Came home, prepared and wait for my dad to be ready. Then drove to Hospital for my check up.
I will not elaborate so much about my hospital thingy. If you want to know, come and ask me instead. But doesn't mean you ask me i will tell you=P

Just reached home not long ago..........later going to swim till 11pm............................
I'm gonna swim as much as i like...................................

TA~~~~

NO TITLE FOR TODAY

2010-01-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

Usual day today. Today's lessons were not quite boring. As usual went recess with dear, dar and friend. Ate noodles.........but still bit hungry so bought the dk what called with the egg de. Eat and walk to the toilet, stood outside waiting for dear and dar. Went back to class.....pbk lesson, pissed&unhappy.............

After school went to Joo Seng to eat. Ate watermellon and walk really fast back to school. Went for ACT, chiong eng worksheet. After ACT went for meeting. Ming Teck and Ye Ming pass by 3E3 so since we needed help so asked Ming Teck. He came in and Ye Ming idk where he's walking to. I ask him whether want to come in, didn't hear clearly what he said. But he came in anyway. Then more and more ppl come...............................................................Meeting ended at 5pm so went home lor.
Dad so marfan, idk where he want me to go. So took 70 then was told to change to 147. Then Ye Ming got down from bus 76. Lolz. He looked confused. Hahas. so chatted with him and when my bus came, bid goodbye.

Came home did some stuffs then did story and later gonna do hw.
idk why i post so boring de.......................i think i no mood ba.......so bye bye

!DAY RUINED BY STUPID BORING LESSONS!

2010-01-11T19:38:00.004+08:00

'Madness Emerging from darkness'

'Baby let's dance in the dark................'

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!!!!

Woke up at 6am today. Considered late! Rushed like hell, didn't have time to walk Romeo, he looks sad=[ Dad's nice enough to drop me at the bus stop and i bus-ed to school. Got down from bus and Darling was waiting for me. I keep making fun of her while walking to school>< today="]]" satisfied="">

Ok skip skip, fast forward. Sitting in the hall was a bore so i took out my Chem book and started to memorise on how to explain the melting thingy. Forward forward.................................Chem lesson after Ass. During lesson didn't really listen much to what teacher was teaching. Cos she was repeating the sec 2 chem things and i alr got it at my fingertips=X
Suddenly at the end of the lesson teacher ask to pass up chem workbook and asked "who's the chem rap?".
Randy looked at me and i was writing the melting thingy explanation in my book. So disturbed, didn't want teacher to wait for long time so rised my hand. OMGF! Need to collect so many books and carry them and put them in teacher's locker. I dun mind seriously. Cos i Freak-ing love chem><
~~~~~~~~~~~~Forward~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Recess ate the chinese store food then went up to class. Can't stand pbk teaching, cos it's super slow. And when lessons are so slow, i'm very pissed and unhappy. Still gave him respect by listening to his lesson and doing the class work=] i so guai=XX
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~forward~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

After school, Darling need to find her teacher so dear was with me. We went to canteen then i saw Nik and pat him on the back. I didn't know i used so much of strength. He felt abit pain. i'm super sorry. Needa rush off cos Dear want to buy books. But i told her i want to buy drinks first.
Then while queueing up, Amelia ask me to help her buy file. Then sherlyn came and ask me to help her check whether got the o'lvls book fr english. So many errands@_@
Finally done with those stuffs. I was abit unhappy cos i hate queueing up so fcuking long at the bookshop! i dun like to commend but the aunty is fcuking slow!*GRRR~~~!!!
Went for ACT.....................................................................Today was maths, so teacher gave us maths worksheet. Doing halfway then Joel ask how to do a ques. Solved and told him how to do. Then next Randy then Diana then Wing Ying. OMGF! i've got no time to complete the worksheet!!! Left about 3 ques..........WAA i'm like an asking machineT_T But i dun mind helping!^^

After ACT, Dear came to find me outside mua class. Then Renie & Cherie was ther too. Then say what my name is Jenny 4 cos Dear is Jenny 1, Renie was Jenny 2 and Cherie was Jenny 3. Then Darling was Jenny 5. Lolz i was like rofl all the way to the toilet beside the art room. Then saw Mr Koh and Ms Nureen there. Came out of the toilet. Greeted them then Mr Koh ask me to go for the free style drills. Lolz i didn't hear properly. Cos he said Sat open house he didn't see me and he ask whether i didn't go. i go say yes=X lolz! Then i faster try to correct but too late le. Mr Koh ask me where i was......then i said i was ther. hahas the truth i was really at the open house. If i'm not ther, Audrea, Shirlyn, Sze min and Jia yu will be talking to a ghost=XXXX

Had meeting in 3E2 until 4 plus plus. Then went to canteen with Shirlyn and saw Afiqah ther. So sat ther chatting until 5 then left.

Did homework and here i am bloggin=]]
TA~~~~

DARK CUPID ♥

2010-01-10T16:54:00.004+08:00

!Blah Blah Blah!
!:Nonsense:!

'He ate my heart and ate my brain. That boy is a monster.....'

I'll post on what have happened the last few days=q

;Saturday;
Cca open house. Need go sch so early, so tired.Plus my legs are aching!Haiyo! I wun elaborate much. THen went for Flagday, Sze Min ask me to go. Makan, train-ed to Dhouby Ghout. wun elaborate much on this too=P
Waiting for bus and on the bus was talking to Darling. Wanted to conference with Darling and Dear, but Dear was bathing.
At night supposed to go to mum's bro house. But my legs too pain, can barely move. So mum ask me to stay at home. Chatted with Dear and Darling.We decided on buying Domo together=] But Dear say Domo so nerd....... Chatted with YM then suddenly fell asleep.

#Sunday#
Woke up at 6++. Dun know why wake up so early. Went down to get Romeo and lay on bed listening to music. Fell asleep and woke up again at 8+. Can't sleep anymore so got up and do homework. Do until about until 10++ then call dear. She never ans, so called Darling. She ans-ed so chatted with her plus finding my stupid phone. I'm so nerd!@_@
Hang up le, Dear called me. Talked about the Domo then hang up. Reading The Sinner & chatting with YM. Finally cleared the book! Can continue to the next book! Set my target to finish reading at least 1000 books this year!><
~~~~~~Waiting for what's coming up next~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

TA~~~
-Just smile=] and everything will be alright^^-

2009-12-29T18:43:00.003+08:00

So many things i wanna write about.........just don't have the time.Can some one help me with my blog skin?I'm just not happy with it.....Someone please help me?=(

Will be writing when school starts. Can't wait to go back and study, meet all friends and get to hang out with Min love. Hope she's guai=_=

I think i've become a nerd0_0 Oh god.
I'm like practically staying home all day, not rotting.Reading and playing my guitar. Reiko came up with this best friends song, so i just play along.So that when i see her again, we can play and sing together=] Too lazy to go exercise, grown fat=X

Bro gone Weird. Yesterday night when i went to his room, i saw 3 bottles of dead croaches inside. YUCK! Haha i was a pimp, once i saw it, i screamed and ran out of the room. YUCKIE! I can't stand these things, so disgusting!EEYER! ok chill=]

ok gotro run.Blog next time=]
TA~

TREASURE THOSE AROUND YOU OR THEY"LL SLOWLY FADE AWAY

2009-12-06T17:06:00.001+08:00

There's so much interesting things that have happened in my life for the past few days. I just can't find a right day to post them up=]

OK i don't know where to start.

First Tuesday, May and Joan came to my house and we played Goldfish, Cheat and uno. They taught me Goldfish which was a new game to me.
@3pm we decided to go to J's house. Reached there, WE were afraid of J's dog cos of her nails. Pain when she jump on me trying to lick my face. OUCH! Thank goodness Joan protected me when i was climbing up the stairs. HOHO! Watched Tao Hua Xiao Mei. New show to me too. MAy loves it and started to make a big fuss when a guy she don't fancy chases after Tao Hua and goes on a date with her. Haha Joan and me were laughing at MAy cos she's really funny. J let me play her psp cos she saw i was kind of bored.
Browsed through J's dvds and watched G'Force. HAha. Cute show. We replayed the part where that fat guni said the mice agrees to everything and said,"You guys are idots, right?"
And the mice all said together,"Right!"
Superb funny! We keep laughing and laughing and replaying and replaying...........................................................................

Wednesday Can't remember what had happened.

Thursday Went out with JiaYu, GuoHui and Angelo to watch Twilight Saga New moon. Place to watch, Bugis. Went to meet JiaYu first.
Bused to Paya Lebar Mrt. Too engrossed in JiaYu's msg, didn't see Conan. I got down from the bus and sense someone watching me, but i dun care continue replying JiaYu. The Conan msg me ask me where i am. Lolz so the someone watching me was Conan. HE wore red i think.
Then saw Guo Hui. We went to buy Tea then sat at the stairs waiting for JiaYu. finally she came so Mrted to Bugis to meet Angelo. Bought tickets. JiaYu and me were hungry so we went to food court to makan. The two guys watching us eat, they said they eaten alr. Haha. Went to arcade to play. Times up went to watch movie.

After movie, JiaYu And me want to go take pictures so walked to National Library. Idk how many floors we went up. Went to Handycap toilet to take photos. Stayed in there for quite some time then i told her i dun like to mirror so teleported to the lady's toilet.
Both of us went to a cubical. Took some photos again. Then we heard the guys calling for us. So we went out. While walking out of the toilet, i saw Angelo and Guo Hui so i pointed to them. But JiaYu saw the handycap toilet's door closing so she thought they were inside, wanting to scare us. So she go and pull the door handle and said BOO! HAHAHAHA! JiaYu Booed the wrong person. Cos inside the handycap toilet was an old uncle. The two guys were near the elevator standing while waiting for us. Angelo, JiaYu and me keep laughing and laughing until stomach pain. So funny!

Next stop we don't know where to go so i suggested that we go play L4D. Argued on where to go and play. Mrted and walked there. Played until 7 plus plus. Needa go home so seperated.
JiaYu walked to her destination, Guo Hui took Bus home. Left Angelo and me. Since it's alr very late so he insist on walking me home.
Went home, showered and sleep.

Friday went to AMK hub to play maximum tune. JiaYu dun wan come cos she said very far. Ate Mac and Bussed home.

Saturday morning and noon rot at home. Night went to watch Twilight movie again with family.

Sunday morning and noon watching Tao Hua Xiao Mei. I'm still watching right now. Later going for wedding dinner><>

2009-12-01T09:45:00.002+08:00

Didn't go to min's house yesterday. Instead went to J's aunt house.
Hohoho, Thanks J! M went too. M asked J whether i could go, she hesitated a first because scared her aunt scold. But one more won't make a difference ma, so ok!go! Haha

Sat ther, play with small boi boi.
Went to Econ to buy cup noodles cos M wanted to eat, count everybody in then. Went to coffie shop cos M's mom wanted to buy some food back. M bought noodles again. Walked back.

Ate, watch Tv, played then left for M's aunt's house. Lolz. We cracked this joke saying,
We went to J's aunts house the to M's Then ltr to mine! Hohoho. Like a chain you know><

M's mom could not remember wher is the house so we walked one big round around the blocks then i suggested to take a cab otherwise we cmi. Got a cab and cabbed ther. M's mom told us to go and knock on the door as she wanted to give the aunt a suprise. But we keep knocking but no one answered. We heared people inside but they didn't open the door. M got angry and told her mom to call her aunt. But her mom dun wan. So haiz, both of them made a fuss and blah blah. M's mom went down leaving us ther. I got very very angry because this is so wasting my time. i went to knok and knock and knock. M pulled me away. And just when we were waiting for the lift com, her mom came and knock on the door..............Hai long long story i dun wanna type.

So sat in her aunt's house then the uncle dropped us at compasspoint. Bussed home and walked.

Tired seh! Anyway, Later J and M are coming!!!^^ So happy hohoho!

Ta~~

2009-11-30T10:07:00.002+08:00

Hmm let's see what can i post..........idk
Decided the normal posting........

Rotted at home th past few days.
Watched a taiwan show with mum on friday morning.
I cooked breakfast+lunch+dinner, Cos there's no food at the coffie shop that catches my stomach.

Cooked fried rice andmy rice look so starchy, but nice^^
Joan came and help me with the cooking.
Ate and play uno+poker
Very sian so decided to go and watch movie.
Went to plaza Sing, crowded. Went to Cathey instead.
Watched Christmas C......Funny show.......

Walked around, bought some things, MRTed home.
That was what happened on friday

Saturday and sunday uhh, Erm boring lo..........
Sian need go work...........
Tired leh................
Rotting in progress.........
SIAN LUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ltr going to Min house, maybe rot again=P

HOHO, ILOVEMYSELF^^[LAME!]

LOVING MYSELF IS BETTER THAN LOVING OTHERS ♥

2009-11-25T10:56:00.001+08:00

Lazy to blog... Thought of closing my blog down.....Okay maybe not bah:)

Ima still sick:(
Friday: Flu
Saturday: Flu+Giddy
Sunday: Flu+Giddy+Fever
Monday:Flu+Fever+Sore throut
Tuesday:Flu+Sore throut+Cough
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OMG this is killing me Jesus............
Didn't go to church for many Sundays.
If not busy, then is sick.
If not sick, then is work.
THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!(T_T)

Since you said you wanna have a break of everything, then suit yourself.
Even if you just ask, i take it as a yes because i don't get a reply.
Forget it okay, I'm not gonna ask again. I'm really really tired.
You're driving me to my grave to say the truth.
It's not wadever okauy.
Last time okay i just nevermuind, but now i think i won't:P
Walao still ask for fun......
You tink it's fun arhs, but i dun okuay. Walao.

Thanks Justin Dii, Galfrwen, JayKay, YR, JustinHo,
For caring about mi^^
And special thaks to Galfrwen who chiong audi with me^^
LOVEEEEE(L)
Arigato!~

Audi came out with alot of cute stuffs!><><
I wan i wan(T_T)
Plus BIBIMOOMOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nevermind, i'll ask aunt for the cash=D
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!~~

Anyways, feel very uncomfortable with cough.....Keep coughing, very irritating~~~~~~
URGH! But needa ren(T_T)
Okay lah, not that bad lo.
Gonna audi the whole day today. Needa chiong again, polish up my skills(^_^)

Adios!~~~

2009-11-23T10:44:00.000+08:00

Okay, again havn't been updating.Sick sick sick......

Many things happned lately....didn't feel like updating so didn't update lor.......

I miss you gals! D:
I wanna go home fast to blast the whole world with you gals>
D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D;

I don't know when i'm going home..........
Okay maybe i'll say what i've been thinking lately:
Go home and never come back, I'm serious this time. I really really really! want to go home and never come back. I hate life here....I've never been that happy here......I don't care if i abandon my sg friends, i don't care. I really don't wanna care any longer. i'll just leave messages to you guys if i'm really not coming back.

Friends: I love you people. You made me happy:D Thanks for pei-ing me when you can=]

Siblings: I love you guys alot!>< alrites=D I'll give you my number and address okays. i'm sad but dun sad hors! I'll visit you guys when i can alrites. If can, come visit me wor! Stay happy=3

LOVE: I've yet to tell you, but don't know when.....Well if you came to my blog, then you should see this ba. Don't worry okays, you're the first to get my number and address okays. You're the first of every one alrites=3 Don't sad hor if you're reading this. If there's anything, i'll tell you ohkays;D Must write to me hors. I will come back to visit you de okeys.Stay very happy, takecares. ILY<3

2009-11-20T02:05:00.000+08:00

Havn't been posting lately.....Very lazy to post. Shall post today:D I wanna thank those who wish me a happy birthday and had celebrated with me^^So happy^^ Room floaded with prezzie. Dun feel lyk opening them cos wrap until so nice! WOO! still got more to come><>REIKO,NATSUMI,SUZUME,TAKAKO,USAGI!

Tuesday:
Went to Science Centre with SM, Justin and Benedict. Went to see the Body thingy. Ok i know it's educational, but it's kind of disgusting cos they display the real and full human body..............Haha then Justin, Sm and me were laughing softly away and Benedict was lyk giving the LAME face. HAHA! Wanted to go Lan to play L4D But in the end no time, so went home. Went to SM's house until 10pm cos i didnt want to join my parents at Taka...........Came back and dad scold....zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ
Chat with (L) then turn in together with (L). IlY^^

Wednesday:
Went to Sze Min's house and slack. Hahas. i'll not elaborate much about what happen. ok then i asked her father whether she can join us to go to watch movie in the night. WOOTS! Free tickets to 2012 the movie. I cried alot in the movie, i can't help it, seeing so many innocent people dying infront of my eyes is just too.....i dont know how to discribe.....It's sad....This movie is basically about the world ending....OK now i'm afraid that the world will end.....The last and final thing i'll do before i die is be together with (L)><
Movie ended at 11pm, no train cant take bus cos will take a long long time. No cab cos we didnt bring alot of cash out. So SM call so-so to dun mind come and pick us. Ok went home safely, chat with (L) and turned in with (L).

2009-11-16T05:30:00.000+08:00

Life is more than a bubble.........

Havn't been blogging for quite some time. Many things happened during these past few days.
I miss you DearT_T, ILY ♥

Friday:
Stayed at home the whole day. Chionging audi, no fam game. AT first wasn't in the mood to play but later on okay lah not so bad bah. Played Audi with LOVE♥, He not happy that i keep winning him. Sorry dear=[ Train hard okays? You'll win me one day=] Dad came home from meeting at 5pm. Asked me to go entertainment room to watch movies with him. Okay loh. I think this week is movie week bah. Sigh dad flying off to Usa, idk wher he's going=[

In the night, I made Daddy WeiXuan wait. Sorry! Daughter never talk to Daddy=[ SORRYSORRYSORRY!I WAS BUSY!SORRY! Your daughter will talk to you de kays, some other days=]

@10pm, Phone ringed. OMG! REIKO called! Have been so long since last chat with her on Jan 24th. I Miss you gals! I promise when i go back, I'll hang out with you gals kays.
Don't be sad yah=]
♥love you allX3
Forever: REIKO,NATSUMI,SUZUME,TAKAKO,USAGI &YUGUIE[MI]

Saturday-Sunday morning:
Didn't sleep well. Sprang out of bed @ 9am. Went for piano lessons. Borrowed Textbook for o'lvls music. So hard! Need to remember so many thingsT_T I think I CMI!IDKT_T.........
Came home, went to WhiteSands mall to reborn hair with mom. Lolz, I cut Bends, mom also cut. Dad say she look lyk some AHMA! So bad><
Hairdresser asked mom whether want to dye er hair to brown, like mine. But mine's the original one. I didn't dye=X Then mom say ok lo. Didn't eat lunch, bought some snacks and went to have dinner with dad. Superb hungry! OK nevermind, Tahan abit. Went to eat pizza hut. I was still hungry but i don't want to eat more ltr become fat=X Ima fat alr.........Went to Pet lover centre to buy things for Romeo.

Went home, watched some Agent show. OK it RAWKZ! Then watch until 12 plus? During the show Chat with LOVE♥. Got to turn in without him D=.........

Went to bed at 12 plus plus. After reading LOVE♥'s nite msg then idk why i was supposed to reply but then i fell asleep. Woke up at 3 plus plus, Had a bad dream. Scared but went back to sleep again. No wait! Went down to Backyard to find Romeo. Found him sleeping in his doggy house. Cute sia him>< His paws were covering his ears! hahas! Then felt something beside me, it was Juliet. Scared me sia! Plus the house was in total darkness except the stairway. Woke Romeo up, Asked him whether can accompany me in my room cos i was scared. Juliet was invited too lolz. Then they wagged their tail then followed me back to my room. I returned to bed, they slept on the carpet............
Woke up again at 7 plus, bad dream again....Feeling very very scared . Don't want to disturb Romeo and Juliet's sleep. Msged LOVE♥, see if he's awake anot. I need you dear! He never reply so think that he's still sleeping. Nevermind, i go back to sleep again. Suddenly dad woke me up say going for breakfast. I make some noise. Disturb my sleep! No choice, woke up, wash up and went for breakfast.....ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz

One word for my friends, sis and bro. If you see me next week, Don't be surprised kay. I know my hairstyle change. So don't try to pretend that you dont know me ah. Hahas. See you all next week^^Must bring and give me my prezzie hor!

2009-11-12T09:04:00.000+08:00

Bad morning, woke up at 7 plus cos mom made alot of noise.........
yesterday:
Slept at 3.15. Was chatting with love. Everybody was sleeping except for me=X Sat on my bed in a dark dark room typing away........no mood larh. Then love tell me to go and sleep, then ok lo i go and sleep. Cos he also need to sleep too ma. Ily dear=D
Toss around in bed, can't seem to sleep. I give up, wanted to watch some tv but neh. Went to mom's room, told her i can't sleep then sat on her couch then i fell asleep..........

Today:
Woke up at 7 plus plus. Said alr, mom was making alot of noise.....ok then mom left then ok i woke up. Sat on the living room couch and listen to some music. Gave up again then on the com. Of course i go wash up first la. Ima a clean clean gal=Xlolz. Then started bloggin cos i don't think i'll have the time maybe in the late night.........
Ltr going to fetch niece then go Vivo play play at the wading pool. Then go ECP to cycle then go have dinner. and go home....

I'm very tired, feeling very uncomfortable and my head is painT_T..........
Mood abit bad also so don't give me craps cos i won't tolerate them. ok got to go and....idk to do what......maybe rot until the time to go and fetch niece........ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...........
I Don't think i'm gonna watch drag me to hell becos i don't want any pillows to get chewed off~~~~~~~~~~
ilydear, maucks<3

Continuation:
Went out about 1355? Walked to MRT to go fetch niece. OK dii came along lah. He look so kiddo, he's one anyway=_= Slinging a bunny bag. And please the bunny is more lyk bigger than him larh. LOLZ so kiddo=X[No offence dii, you really look like some kind of brown bunny kiddo=X]

Zoomed to Vivo. Sat by the wading pool. So good niece wearing slippers and i'm wearing shoes. Dii just hack care bout his shoes and go into the water. I treasure my shoes okay so i didn't go in. Used my hands to make water droplets, suddenly felt lyk splashing water at people. Lucky one to get splashed at was dii. Sorry la. You hack care bout your shoe and you brought extra clothes so just splash lor.

It started to pour so walked into arcade. Many peoplezZzZzZzZ. Looked around to see what can be played. Then eyed on this GoGoBall. Played it 5 times><
Rain stopped so went out to play. Felt like playin in the water so took off shoe. Dii took them off too. Lolz! Best part. Niece go push dii into the water. luckily dii landed on his legs or else i rofl! Then dii chased niece around the wading pool and i was down ther LMAO!

They came back and dii whispered sth to niece. I'm smart i know what he told niece. He told her that to push me into the water when i'm near the edge. So i stayed away from the edge hahas! They can't do anything. When dii not looking, i faster Zao into the water. Then dii chased me. And he splashed me so many times until i'm wet. Niece also splashed dii. Then niece and me team up and splashed dii until he became a extremely wet towel><>

Late le so went to change and dry up. Niece and me team up dii again and took the handycap toilet. HAhas. Dii need to go for tuition so left me and niece. Went to White Sands mall to have dinner. Ate Mac.......MRTED and bused home.

Reached home, Romeo greeted me. Wants me to play with him, don't feel like......pushed him aside when cuddling at my leg.No mood larh! Showered, was bloggin then dad called asked where i am. At home larhs then where on streets huh?! Told dad am at home. He asked why i didn't pick up phone. I say idk then told him busy now but actually didn't want to talk. Walao.....I dang fcuk up alr.......Idk why larh.I dang pissed off right now. Mom came into my room. Talked to her in a not good manner, she pat my head then leave my room alr. Sorry mom. what the fcuk. I don't want to blog alr.....

2009-11-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

Havn't been bloggin for the past 1 day? I think?

It's been a busy week lately. Am tired. Weather getting hotter and hotter, gonna die down here.
Today Dii pei his Jie Jie. Watched Eye of the beast. The show sucks seriously. The beast's acting ain't real at all=_=......Imagine an electric arrow was shot at your eye and you just stay down there like you have no feelings at all. And next electric came running and you're electricuted and you still have no feelings like screaming and yelling or what-so-ever and just slowly sink down into the water=_=
That was what the beast did. So un-real! Don't watch that show, it's really boring and the acting's so not real.......

Next slack around at home then went out to have lunch. Ate handmade noodles, delicious=D Went to get some books then 'fly' home. Dad came home, watched Night At The Museum 2. Watched it 2 times already and now's de 3Rd time. Give me a break! I decided enough movies for today. Sian alr..........

Will be watching Drag Me To Hell tomorrow, i think. Friends say it's scary. Some say fantastic movie. Others say it'll rip your backbones off! NLMAO=_= I just said ok and they say " Go and watch=D"
"When i have the time"-ME

Decided to watch it tml. Dii have gonna so watch it with me! MUAHAHAHA! No mercy is given! XD
Hahas cant wait for my special day^^

JUST SMILE=]

2009-11-09T14:07:00.000+08:00

Ok, i think i should carry on with my usual posting.
Emo-ed enough, i guess.

Silver Wing course ended, i really want to pass but i did my test lyk shit. Hoe God please help me! i want to promote not stay.....=_=!
Just wait to i get the results then i laugh or not laugh=]

Went to Raffles Town club yesterday with dad and mom. Amos and Rebecca went back to Japan=( without their sister, dad and mom! How bad they are! Pang seh us! Give what excuse, wanna see Grandma! What excuse is that?! Idk why dad and mom will accept! So unfair!lolz? Idk what thing so unfair=X but it's really unfair!.....sob sobbie......they just plainly want to enjoy the winter down ther......ZzZzZzZzZzZZZZzZneber mind! I'm going home soon after my mom makeover herself idk what she gonna do, but i just wait and see. Mom needs me with her, so didn't go back together with bro and sis...

Swam, watched 17again, ate buffet and bowled at dad's club yesterday. I hate to admit, but the part where me bowling, EWW! It was really awful! Mom and Dad naggin that i took wrong steps, threw the ball and blah blah blah! So much pressure.....I'm under pressure....oh god it's KILL-INNNN ME! I wanted to just walk to the pins and use my hand to just whack them all down and i get a strike!T_T BOOHOO mommie and daddie buwee meT_T......
Lolz lame! Ok then reached home at about 11 plus plus? Went to bed and float into dreamland. But BLEH! I had an awful dream! i dreamt that i was in tis so called 'fairytale', a new fairytale which my brain cells created, brought me into a desaster! UH-BAD!
ok but anyway i had a BAD SLEEP!
That's all, goin out to chill and catch some movies. TA~~~

Contented yet satisfy with my life~~~
Birthday coming!^^ Hope i get a great birthday than ever before=]PLease, really!~~~~

2009-11-06T18:14:00.000+08:00

Done with my life.
Done everything that i can with it.
There's nothing left..................
Just me and my blood..................

I promise to never look back, because i know how much hurt i'll get.........

I think i'm having depression.
Idk why, idk idk.

=(

2009-11-04T08:28:00.000+08:00

I'll never want to get up if i fall........

Came back from Ncc Silver Wing Course yesterday, feeling very tired.........I want to go homeT_T~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
These days feeling very sad, idk what i'm sad about.....Dumb me dumbe me.....Idk what's gone into mefuckthiswholeworldbustered
Many things on my mind.......whywhywhy?i'malone.....idkdkdkdkdkdkdkdkdk
Felt like emoing............................
Went to marina square with shirlyn, audrea, jia yu, conan and others.........then walked to Suntect...........what a damn day..............k lor they go pang seh jia yu, shirlyn and me.....k lor you all win lor............i was tired andfuckedupyesterday. but had fun^^ Jia yu the camera gal=]]Haha
Took lots of photos....Hehe.....ok i admit that i lyk taking photos also><

ok right now i'm feeling sad again.....am i getting depression?......i hope not.....i think i'm really getting depression......i really don't know what to do................

2009-10-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

Nothing nice,
No smiles,
No laughter.

I dun want this world anymore...........................I sick and tired....................I'm bleeding............I'm crying..........
I'm walking without legs, on a bare street in a bare city...........

Depressed~~~

2009-10-25T15:23:00.000+08:00

Good day today, woke up at 11 plus plus. Very tired. Felt like sleeping some more but bro keep disturbing me.....ZzZzZzZZ
dragged myself out of bed..........went to wash up......suddenly phone ringed-----Dad calling---------asked me whether wanna join him to be a tour guild......"lmao, i'm not interested....."

So passed it, took my breakfast and played audi.......finding a Fam, i'll only go to good ones or to those Fam i know.......Went to search on the list to see which Fam open......Sorry i only browse through the top 30.....then found a Fam open, havaianas rank 20, opened. Checked out who's the Fam master. then Pm him and asked him whether can join. Asked some questions then said wanna test me, i'm fine with it cos i dun think no fam will not give test...........

Had warm up, lovely, then had test. Required 1 million........
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Fam master accepted me, thank you very much=]. In to Havaianas, so happy^^
But still needa train more.............But hard to playon my lappy, arrows so small....so tahan........but still can play well, not extremely well.....prefer going to lan to play.......next time then go............

Sian~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Going to eat, watch tv with mum, eat, watch tv, audi, tv, eat, audi, eat, tv.............
Yah my day will be like that.....Sian having Flu.....Didn't see any doctor, didn't take any medicine only this morning.....Trying to experiment whether without any medicine only water can cure my Flu.....It's better but still not really well.....Took Panadol Flu RElief...i think it's getting better.....not so worse.......
ok i needa go off.....going back to my day planned eat, tv, audi...........

TA!~~

3:35pm~~~~
happy, contented~~~~~

2009-10-24T14:12:00.001+08:00

Exams are over and results are out. Managed to pass but failed History.........mum scolded quite abit but ther's nth i can do. I'll never get Humanities right no matter how hard i tried.......i wan to give up but that's not the right thing to do.....it's over so i'll just flow with the water~~~~~
Gaining 1kg everyday. A bad thing....Mum signed me up for dance classesT_T........but nevermind cos dancing's good for the body=]

Spent the days of marking days playing CS and Nintendo Wii-Fii with Amos...........One game after another. hahas i think i'm goin crazy after playin>< We were competing in every game and even competed during dinner to see who can eat finish the bowl of Ramen the fastest. Hahas. Dad, mum and sis tot we were crazy! HO that was funny!

"This would be the result for playing too much Wii-Fii."[Sis] "Indeed, i agree."[Dad]
"Hais, just let them be like that. They have not been together for a long time........"[Mum]

.........I dun wanna type out the whole conversation cos some things happened behind those conversations.....so....ya.....i wun share what happened with anyone not close to me. Anyway, continued playin after dinner. HAHa yah i know, it's siao. But it's ok! Went back to school on thursday cos marking day over. Had CCa yesterday. Mostly games but foot drills was fun><><>< HOHOHO! ................................................................. ................................................................. ................................................................. ................................................................. ]

Came home, exausted......Sian did Theory Exam papers.......Had piano lessons tis morning......Teacher scolded me cos i didn't get the writing of scales right. I'm trying so hard...But the paper is just so hard! OMG exam's just next saturday.....how how how??? aM i gonna fail or pass??? So stressed..........Still have to do two more papers, jiayous! I must pass no matter what. Make mum and teacher proud. Must not fail and let the money go to waste. IDK DK DK DK.....IDK whether i can really pass.......Looking frm today's paper, i dun think i can pass....Got one section 0 because i wrote it out in a wrong octave so e whole bar's wrong.............
Got scolded of course....I'm sry teacher! i didn't mean to! I forgot that i went up too high, 2 octave instead of 1......Stupid me.......

Played pet society and took some photos of my pet. hahas, cute^^

ok i shall stop for here. the rest of the day will be posted at night. Ta-ta!

2:41Pm~
Exam exam exam~~~~~

OLD THINGS OUT, NEW THINGS IN!

2009-10-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

Exams ar finally over! OK wait, i still have one more exam to go. Sian.....Theory exam in another one week time. Don't have to choing.

i love you guys!- Bro and frwens!
You guys made ima happy.

happy days don't last long, but i make sure they do!^^
Sayonara~~!

20 oct~

2009-10-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

Gosh Gosh Gosh. EOY's tomorrow already. Fast Fast Fast like F1 racing. I Must Jiayous! Jiayous! Jiayous!
Must race till the very end no matter what and get first like Lewis Hamilton! Anywae, studied real hard.....think i can make it......and i can hopefully score well in all my subs. And get the subs that i want next year><

So to everybody out there, Wish you guys the best for your EOY. Get good grades and make your parents and teachers proud. Dun slacken by abit. Run all the way! Dun give up! God will always be by everybody's side! God Bless Ye Ppl! Sanyonara=]

9:37pm~

EOY month~~

2009-09-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

わたしはだざわりたいくつ!

ぼりんぐでい！そうぎしきあっぷあっと 7+.だからだからたいや！めっせじこいしい、さてねむりまたしたも。はがゆいてもそうぎしきあっぷ。おいてけいさんきそして'step up 2: the streets'。よほどせんさい！けつぼためとけいまたしても！もしかしたらつぎじこく。。。。。。。。
ねむりおいてそのひる。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ
たいやぁ。。。。。。。。。。。。。はんぐもはいや。。。。。。。。。。。。。さよなら！わたしはんぐや！さよならさよなら！！！！！！！！！！！！！すきみんしゅう

Buh Bye! Concentrating on F1. Cool room><

７：４０ｐｍ～

MY HEART IS A PLACE TO DRAW TRUE HAPPINESS ♥

2009-09-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

Haiya, today boring day lah. Nth to blog about. No PL today so went out with Min, Ben and his gang.....IDk la........Mum went crazy today....keep naggin me..........Haiya, so boring lah........Dun feel lyk doing anything suddenly..........Went to search for some music then dk why mood suddenly dropped...............nahbuayfucklachibai

Haiya i wan monday fast fast come lah............so slow.........Haiya EOY coming le lah......6 more days.........IDK lah.....better study, get good grades and be happy happy.......IDK lah.....i dun know whether i can make it not........HAIYA!!!!!!!!!!!! So boring!fuckup!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dun wan to blog le lah......no mood! Buh-bye! I dun need your buh-bye cos i'm not dead!
And better not curse hor!

9:05pm~

TO LOVE IS TO FORGIVE ♥

2009-09-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

Best day of my life, so far=q

After Mtl test, Min, Benjamin, me and our guys. Then went to Soul Garden at Bugis to eat. Hahas. Fun and funny seh. Eat and making fun of the food. At first i hardly get to eat. Cos Helping Dar cook his Tarayaki chicken and beef. plus Benjamin dun know how to cook so just help him. Then slightly after that, i got to eat and still cook but cook for darling. Benjamin know how to cook liao so dun need help le.
Lolz min and me became camera men. At the beginning of the meal, Min took alot of photos then mua ei turn lo. Hahas then Min go and use burst mode. Dar move when i was taking then the pic became blur so i deleted itT_T so sad! Wanted to take pic wif dar too but since eating then dun wan. But next time still can take><>

Then went to Mrt to take train home. Gotta part wif him, can't bear to leave him..............,goin different direction.................Walked home with Min and went to her near-by playground and took more pics again. Then me went home liao. Buy-Bye. Going entertainment room le. Sayonara:]

9:18pm~
Misses~~

IT DOESN'T MATTER. WHO IS WITHOUT A FLAW?

2009-09-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

Days being together with my family members are much relaxing.
Less stress. Can be who i am.

Multi-Tasked: 1. Bake cookies
2. Watch Spongebob Squarepants with bro

Lolz, I'm lyk a bullet train, running up and down the stairs. Tiring but i'm guai so i don't complain>< I think i'm on e com the whole day.........Lucky mum didn't nag.

Mum cooked korean food. Very spicy but nice. Water, water, water! Ice, ice, ice! Haha. Steam coming out from my ears after a large gulp of ice water. I hope e effect was real, then it would be so cool!
Today actually supposed to meet Min then go her house. But she's still at her aunt's house so no choice stay at home. But time passes really fast. Was playin IQ games and facebook. I think that's all le ba. I'm tired le. Sleeping soon. Buh-Bye!

9:12pm~

TEENAGE LIFE CAN BE RATHER FUN, I DUN WANNA WASTE IT OR I'LL REGRET IT ♥

2009-09-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

MORNING LIFE=q~~~~
Rock, Rock, Rock my life.
Let, let, let out my voice.
Jam, jam, jam on the guitar.
Bam, bam, bam on the drums.
Wamp, wamp, wamp on the piano.
C, L, A, R, I, S came my mother shouting.
Mi- Yes mama?
Mum- Get down here at once!
OOPS! TIME TO BE INNOCENT=X

Xin Yi came to plia & chill out wit Ah Clar^^

STORY OF THE DAY~~~~
Mummy and Daddy have a naughty gal and boi=3
Gal party-in in the early sunshine.
Gal day and noon out.
Evening, Gal & Bro Blast-in speakers in audio room.
Gal & Bro d-a-n-c-i-n-g.
Here comes mama s-h-o-u-t-i-n-g.
Gal & Bro in d-e-e-p t-r-o-u-b-l-e
Mama s-c-o-l-d-e-d the innocents.
The innocents gonna cry.......mama's heart soften.
Down came the threes to the kitchen.
Mama gave the crying innocents Haagen-Daz.
The innocents became happy once again.
.........ice cream done..............
Tired of d-a-n-c-i-n-g.
Went to e-n-t-e-r-t-a-i-n-m-e-n-t r-o-o-m.
Watched r-o-b-o-t-s.
Laughed!
R-o-b-o-t dancing 'hit mie babia one more time'.
It's 8pm......
Show end.
The innocents are bored...................
The innocents split and did their o-w-n s-t-u-f-f-s.
END OF STORY---------------
BUH-BYE--------------------
NO MORE LIAO LAH-----------

Ima Tired liao. Not sleeping so soonX] Holi tml. So sian. Mum at homie, idk whether can blast speaker......ltr she kill ima.
So better not. Wait till bro comes backX3
Come sing with me, THE AH CLAR SONGX3

AH CLAR'S A NAUGHTY GAL,
AH CLAR'S A NAUGHTY GAL,
AH CLAR'S A NAUGHTY GAL,

AH CLAR'S MEDIUM INNOCENT,
AH CLAR'S MEDIUM INNOCENT,
AH CLAR'S MEDIUM INNOCENT,

WE DK WHAT AH CLAR'S NEXT,
WE DK WHAT AH CLAR'S NEXT,
WE DK WHAT AH CLAR'S NEXT,

SO WE SAY,
TILL NEXT TIME,
FOLKS!!!

10:20pm~
Craze~~

A CYNIC IS ONLY A FRUSTRATED OPTIMIST ♥

2009-09-19T20:37:00.000+08:00

Am tired today.....Woke up at 8:30 am to get ready for piano lessons.............The came home to rest then went out again. Meeting Min and Ben then go to Serangoon to meet Alan. Lolz there was a funny thing. Min was wearing while and Ye Ming was also wearing white. Ben was wearing black and Foo Siong was wearing black. I was wearing pink, and Alan was also wearing pink. That was so coincidence! Ha Ha Ha!

White & white
Black & black
Pink & pink

Lolz funny. But anyway it was just a coincidence. Went to Beach road to get CCA stuffs then went to eat lunch. Turned out that we're gonna have steamboat for lunch. I didn't expect that. It's kind of cool to eat steamboat with frwens. So yeah. While we were eating steamboat, i didn't keep track of the time but it was quite a long one. We were all joking, laughing, talking and taking photos. Weird, nah. It's a memory. So gotta find ways to keep them. Taking photos are still the best. At first i was taking photos then Min joined in and then Alan joined in too. Then after that, everybody was taking photos. Alan used Blast and took many photos of Ben and forward it lyk a video. Ben's movement was damn funny and everyone was laughing. Keep taking and taking, laughing and laughing until stomach pain. HOHOHO! Then everybody was making fun of Ben. And Ben kind of lyk went angry. So we stopped. Today's outing was freaking funny. After the meal, everyone had to pay 9 bucks each. Total was lik 58 bucks? yeah cos 1 dish was 25 bucks. Min recommended that resturant so why not try. It turned out pretty nice. I think we were the only table that was laughing and making so much of noise. Worth it><

Gosh come to think of EOY, I really think that i can't make it..........It's givin me stress! Argh! What am i gonna do? So stressed........goddamnit......i dk what to do.....My maths sucks.........Hopefully i'll pass......God bless the mi

9:42~

PEOPLE THAT YOU LEAVE OUT MOST ARE THE ONCE WHO NEEDS YOU MOST ♥

2009-09-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

Just as i thought that the blocks of my life that i was building was going stable, everything collapsed. Leaving me to start from scratch again. I don't want this. I'm tired building those damn freaking heavy blocks alone..........................................

EOY's coming and i don't know whether i can make it or not.......I want to go home. Way back to those times which i was able to fly. Not the real 'fly'. I used to flew off the swing at my homeland. At first, it was all an accident. I cried, that was obvious......but i found out that it was pretty fun......Those days are over. It's a memory of my lonely childhood..........At least i had myself that time.

I seriously think i won't be able to make it for EOY..........What am i gonna do? Everything is sucky to me even if i pass......What am i gonna do?........

Mum nagging about sleeping late these few days..................Feeling more tired as each day passes.........
Dun feel like bloggin. Bye-Bye.

9:28pm~
Tired~~

2009-09-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

END OF YEAR EXAM OF BARTLEY SECONDARY is coming soon in cinemas. Free? Catch it why not?

Ate a whole cheese cake on Tuesday night. Should not have eaten. Got nitemares and woke up in e middle of e nite to puke. So uncomfortable.....Hardly got enough sleep....YAWN! So tired........Wednesday not feeling so well but still went to school.Puked during the nite.....Managed to fall asleep. But felt sick the next morning that i hardly have any appetite for breakfast....And during English lesson, Mrs Raj did not come so a teacher took over. We had free period. i love wandering round school during free period though i know it's wrong. But can't help it!><> 11.30am. Took some photos. After school, went over to Min's house and took photos too. Enjoy! Or should i say.....NOT! JOKING ONLY!

11:40pm~
Contented~~

2009-09-13T19:07:00.000+08:00

I want this heart cloud=X NOW!><

Playing PSP in the morning & in my bedroom was a really bad idea. I should have went down to the entertainment room to play. Because the next thing i knew is my brother, came into my room and bugged me. I was playing Lokoroko. You know the cute cute soft soft puffball where you use the upper left and right buttons to control it from moving and jumping? Yeah. Cute game eh. YA and my bro just bugged me and i got eaten by one of the Muji Muji- idk is the Lokoroko call it de><. YA and i lost one Lokoroko..........haiz you play the game then you'll understand what i mean by losing one Lokoroko. I recommend you to play that game. It's real fun and it's cute too! Precisely my bro wanted me to play Natendo Wi-fi with him. He totally ruined my game. I was totally pissed cos i have not been playing my PSP for like 2 months? Cos real busy with sch and work. The best thing was that i told him that i didn't want to play and the next thing, he started to cry.......=_=......Great! And i got scolded by my mum because of that. I think it's also my fault for not playing with him, but for the past few months and weeks and days, i've been play with him. Each time i play Wi-fi, the next day my arms would hurt cos it requires alot of swinging. Expecially the Wi-Sport, tennis. Oh it's the worst! But fun=]

Ok, so i had no choice but to play with him. Only after my lunch as i'm damn freaking hungry!>< Yeah so spend my entire morning playing Natendo Wi-fi with my bro. At about coming to 1pm, i was so dying to get back to my PSP. HA! Something good happened, my bro told me that he was tired and wanted to go and sleep. HO!HO!HO! I was like acting sad but am happy in de inside. Mi finally could get back to my PSP!WOO! "Aww, so fast? I wanted to play somemore." That's what i said.I was looking at him, thinking what he would say. He's good at using his "crying" trick to get me in trouble. It's an everytime thing=_= Then he shouted,"But i'm tired!!!!!!!And i want to sleep!!!!" LOLZ, freaking freaking loud.

Mi-"SHHHHH LAH!"
Bro-"You don't let me sleep?.........."
Mi-"Softer lah dey! Mum's sleeping."
Bro-"I'm gonna cry!........"

Scary part. I thought he was joking about crying. But then he started to "sob" then he started crying. Oh god, in my mind thinking that if my mum finds out about this, i'm so gonna be a fried chicken. The heroine which is me saved the day. What i did? I went to my bro told him not to cry and told him that i'll pat him till he falls asleep. Well done yeah? Now i can't completely play my PSP.................I feel guity.....i should spend more time with my bro.....well it's a long story but if ye wanna know why, you can come and ask me instead. I wun mind sharing=]

Around the evening my dad came asking me whether i wanted to go and ride the F1 racing car. I was like WOW! And ya i went. It's like a game where you realld sit in a F1 car and there's a big screen infront of you and you're driving. And you get to race with other people. Totally whacky! EEEE.....gotta go entertain my sis now. Buh-bye, until next time! Sayonara!

5:45pm~

THE ONE YOU LOVE IS CLOSER THAN YOU THINK ♥

2009-09-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

One more day to school opening^^ Can't wait to see all my frwens again! Come let's all cheers for the new term coming. Woo! My lucky colour for today is purple. NICE=]

Tiring day, woke up early at 8.45 and got ready for piano lessons. Came home watched some movie, went to help my mum with her things, showered and got out of the house. Went to the play ground then went to buy cookie ingrediants then went to min's mum house to bake.

We didn't get cake flour, but got self raising flour.............But the cookies turned out well^^ Plus it taste great! Min was abit unhappy bout it.......but she still took the cookies in the end^^

Am tired now, going to eat my dinner which is mac! Buai!

8:02pm~
Happie~~

A SCHOLARS INK LASTS LONGER THAN A MARTYRS BLOOD ♥

2009-09-11T10:43:00.000+08:00

Boring day to start with blogging. In de end, i'm still bloggin^^
My lucky colour for today is blue....

WEDNESDAY~
Woke up real early, idk why. My pillow vibrated as my phone was under it.>< His msg's on my phone's screen!!! Hahas.ok it's a long story why i'm excited. Only a few people know, but i'm not sharing=X As usual, did my morning stuffs. Used lappy and took a noon nap. Can't really sleep well, kept thinking bout him.......T_T Ok the nite was really fun, here's how it went. Supposed to go out to town with my sis, but ended up going to Min's house. I did told my sis that i wun be joining her and she gave me that sucky face but i didn't bother. Min came up with this idea. Min- Since both our guys are out of SG, Let's spend time together. And i was like okays, good idea. At least i could kill some time while waiting for him to come back and get to spend time with Min so i agreed. Went out dinner with Min then went to her house...........................Was 10 plus so i decided to go home. REached home at 11. Watched some tv and ate chocos. Waited up to 1am, trying to fall asleep but can't.....walked around the house. Tried burning off energy by climbing up and down the stairs. Even ran up and down and up and down............Exuasted, climbed into bed thinking that i would fall asleep, but to no avil. Really irritated...........Hug my bloster and managed to dose off. But then a stupid motorcycle's starting engine woke me up, wow it really gave me a shork......Can't sleep.........Slept and woke up around 6am in the morning. Groaned and went back to sleep again. Then woke up again bout 8am? ok a freaking whole nite i did not sleep well!!!!!ARH! it's so frustrating! How i wish he was by my side.........But i know it's a crazy idea, but ok, chill. That was what happened on wed and thursday morning.

THURSDAY~~ Planned with Min to meet her after her band at noon. Then go Hougang mall to buy some stuffs for sth [not sharing too]=X Then went to her house, bought cup noodles and went to her house to eat. Watched Spongebob Squarepants movie. Min slept halfway. Was a stupid but funny movie. After movie played twister. Wanted to take a pic of Min in the funny position, but didn't get a thumb's up......SAD. Went home around 6 plus, got ready then went out to town with my sis...........Came home, idk what time then slept........Didn't see my dad at all..........T_Tstill missing him alot...................

11:09am~
Missing~~

IF YOU CONTINUALLY GIVE, YOU WILL CONTINUALLY HAVE♥

2009-09-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

It's useless groaning about life~
Just do something bout it and it'll be alrite[i guess]~
Life is full of happyness and surprises~
I'm gonna set my life rite~
To where i truly belong~
The place where dreams are meant to be make and fulfilled~
Life's not that bad at all~
It's just my mindset that made it raw~
Try cooking it a million times~
But it'll still taste, EWW, if you don't find the rite spices~
Spices are hidden among little & big things in my life~
So i'm gonna find it no matter what it takes[DUH!]~

♥SOMEDAY, SOMEHOW
I'M GONNA MAKE IT RIGHT=]
I JUST KNOW THAT
MANY UNSEEN THINGS ARE WAITING FOR ME
TO DISCOVER THE WONDERS
THAT SLOWLY FIXED LIKE A PUZZLE IN MY LIFE=]

Wootz! Today's 090909. A start of a new life^^

11pm~
Am happy~~

In the end there are three things that last: faith, hope and love; and the greatest of these is love.

2009-09-07T10:34:00.000+08:00

Things won't be the same as before no matter how much disires

Flow, flow, flow like the clear water in the river................
Run, run, run like those carefree animals in those jungle..............
Swim, swim, swim like the carefree dolphins in those waters.......
Fly, fly, fly like those carefree birds in the big blue sky..........
Bounce, bounce, bounce on the white fluffy clouds............

Am Lost.
Am Hurt.
Am Tired.
Am Alone.
Am Crying.

So alone...........my future is not gone. I still can set things right. But i don't want to walk this dark and cold path alone...........................so alone..................so dark...................idk what's wrong with me..........idk what i'm gonna do next..................idk whether should i stop walking.................dun bother anymore..................let go of everything and continue what i was last time..................or should i hold on and walk and walk.............................Idk......................fucktatbitch...........go&die

12.46pm~
Walking~~

2009-09-04T17:48:00.000+08:00

Don't speak, i can't believe
This is here happening
Our situation isn't right
Get real, who you playing with?
I never thought he'd be like this
You were supposed to be there by my side

When you say that you want me
I just don't believe it
You're always ready to give up
Whenever i turn around

What if i need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse
To never be true
What if i said i loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away
Without a fight

I'm so sick of worrying
That you're gonna quit over anything
I could trip and you'd let go like that
And everything that we ever were
Seems to fade but not the hurt
Cause you don't know the good things from the bad

When i say that i want you
You know that i mean it
And in my hour of weakness
There's still time to try

What if i need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse
To never be true
What if i said i loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away
Without a fight

Every time i speak you try to stop me
Cause every little thing i say is wrong
You say you're noticing but you never see
This is who i really am, that you can't believe
Makes me want to know right now
If it's me you'll live without
Or would you change your mind
What if i need you?

But what if i need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse
To never be true
What if i said i loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away
Without a

Oh baby what if i need you? (what if i need you?)
Yeah yeah, what if i need you?
What if i need, what if i need you?
What if i need you? (oh) what if i need you?
Yeah, what if i need you?
I need you, you, you

5:50pm~
Crying~~

2009-08-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

I wish to fly away even if i might get injured, it's ok to be a fool glancing over at the scars of my dreams, Goodbye days of my youth.

I'm crying inside.I want to rewind back time.Sadded,that can't be done.............

My life's still not improving.............................
I screwed my common test, although i pass.............
Sigh can i get out of Singapore?
It's torturing....................
I can't leave my Sg frwens.................
But i'll have to try.............

Oh god. Am up with a high fever tis weekend.....but managed to recover.
Jing Yi scolded him.........She was very pissed off with him.........i think she is still now.
Chill my galfrwen..........................one thing in my mindset, he'll never wake up no matter how many people tried to wake him up.
So don't bother,I'm already on the verge to stop everything.I'm tired.I feel sick inside.No medicine to cure me.Cos i'm already poisoned to the worst.
My heart has shattered.Pieces of glass on the ground................can't be saved..............
I don't want to bother. i don't wanna care.
I have other people, that's worth it to be with them. Why should i bother bout him?
I'm not a fool, i've already known many things that was done. But i kept quiet.I just want him to know that what he have done, is wrongand hope he'll change.But did he?No.
Enough enough.Shutup. please shutup.
My life. I can decide for myself. I have my own freedom to do what ever i want.Happyness belongs to me.No one can take away my happyness.It belong to me.I don't care anymore.
I'm happy being with my family and frwens who cared dearly for me.And if you dare interfere, of make my life difficult, i make sure you'll pay for it.I'll use violence again. I will no longer control.
Wanna tame me?Haha. Forget it lah.Look at yourself, what have you done to me now?You didn't listen.You just want to do whatever you want to do.You didn't spare a thought for me.I did whatever is best for you.But what did i get?
So seriously i had enough already.EHOUGH EHOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO DIE GO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9:51pm

2009-08-29T17:31:00.000+08:00

I've learnt my lesson.I'm no longer the same Claris that people once known........
I've been hurt badly...................
Because of what? Don't bother asking me. Cos i will not share again.......I will only share with only my gal frwen, bros and sis
I feel so sick, so tired.
My results are all flunked.......
I'm gonna climb up, i'm no longer gonna wait. I'm just gonna care bout myself, Yes i might be selfish.
I was not selfish before. I held on, helped alot, but what do i get in the end?
I got HURT AND HURT AND HURT!
Although i'm really hurt, i still carry on walking.............i told myself that i should still be positive even though i'm hurt badly.
So i kept everything in my heart and carried on walking, being the positive Claris.
Hahas. Now what? I'm hurt and hurt until my heart can't take it anymore.Can't no more.......my heart is already dead......
Killed by who? Hurt by who? Hahas. Forget me telling you who. Those that killed & hurt me knows best.
Right now, i no longer give a damn. I'm just gonna concentrate on myself,my gal frwen,bros and sis
I'm gonna be selfish.I'll hurt others.To let people know how it is like to hurt other people and to kill their heart.
I've made my mind and i wun't change it. I'm gonna concentrate on my studies.
Me, Myself & I

2009-08-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

SC PHOTO 2009

10:27pm

2009-08-22T19:08:00.000+08:00

Benedict[left], Sze Min[centre] & Justin[right]

Movie tickets for "Where got ghost?" movie

Sze Min's food- Fried Scrambled Eggs

Mua Food- Fluffy Omelette >_<

Haha! Sze Min & Benedict. Tou pai de^_^

HAHAHA! Went out with my three friends to J8 after the talk on secondary two choosing subs. It was a day of fun, angryness and sadness...............................Dun wish to share=X
From BSS, took a cab to J8 then took an MRT to HM. Wow! Long long journey.......
Hmm.....what we did in J8?
Simple--
1.) Went to makan at Swensens
2.) Went to forth lvl to shop shop
3.) Went to buy movie tickets for "Where got ghost" movie
4.) Went to Coffee Bucks
5.) Went to watch the movie
6.) Went to Danki to see lappys
7.) Took the Circle Line and MRT to HM
8.) Went to Harvey Norman
9.) Went to Long John Slivers
10.) Went home!
~! THE END !~

Tiring day...................Ltr still needa go to Ikea.............And i finally went back home! Woots!

7:19pm~

2009-08-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

Investiture's over....................Was very grand........Hahas.
Was bit of embarrassed and nervous, but it all turned out well(^_^)
Tiring, woke up at 5.30am and reached school at 6.15am...................Walked up to SC room with Donna.............Do all the preparations and blah blah blah

Got everybody to gather at the hall.................
First performance by CCC and SC..............
Then next came the CCC and SC walk in.............(>_<)
So "pai seh"...........imagine everybody staring at you...and moreover, we the girls, needa hook the guys! Oh my god............hahas.........but it was sure fun^^Positive thinking=]

So happy. Got tie bar and collor pin! Finally became a councillor...Hahas........
Anyway, life's getting better...........I think that i've finally dump everything aside and concentrate on only MYSELF. YESH MYSELF! NO OTHERS! ONLI MI, MYSELF AND I! MUAHAHAHAS!

Oh and when walking out of the hall, people were cheering mi, but idk who are they........but nevermind. Not important anyway. Hehes.

Tired.......ZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...................................SHHHHH........SLEEPING.............

8.51pm

2009-08-15T16:25:00.001+08:00

Investiture rehersal^^
8am-11am

SOMETHINGS I NEVER SHARE, SO DON'T EVER ASK...............................................................

These few days, feeling happy.............................Can say it's very happy..........Yeah, maybe pieces of my life are starting to fix up.........so i'll just follow the path that i'm walking =]

OH MUA GOD!!! INVESTITURE'S FINALLY COMING!! 2 MORE DAYS!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!^^

2009-08-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

As days goes by, i really feel like ending my life.........
I don't see a reason why i should live.................
I really miss home very much........
I desire to go back home.......
This is the worst year ever in my life...............
I didn't have this really bad feeling of all i lived.........
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Why am i hurting so much? Why am i feeling sad? I'm afraid to lose something...................
Maybe I'm thinking too much...................
But it's always uneasy in the inside..........
And friends' news..................
I'm going crazy.....i really am............I've had enough..................
Should i save the box containing happiness? Or myself?
I really really don't know..............

Today was the first ever time, i felt so free..............
The feeling was like i didn't have anything to worry about. Was like stting on the clouds.

2009-08-10T13:22:00.000+08:00

I no longer want to bother about anything.
Tired and sick...........Enough already.....It's really enough.
Positivity was not me. It was just fakes.
All along, I was crying on my own shoulder. Pathetic ye?
Heard before History will not repeat itself?Yeah it applies here.

So, now on I'm just gonna enjoy myself. Problems? I hardcare.
Stop telling me your problems be-cos I don't give a damn.
Sorry to say, but the truth, I don't ever pity.
Not appreciating? Then forget it.
Very simple logic to understand and get it into your head=)

I never complained, no.
I kept walking, no matter how tiring, difficult or hurtful it is.
But now, I will stop.
You like or not, it's not for you to decide, but for me. You might think I'm control-in, but I'm not.

I've given you all the freedom. But you chose to take it for granted.
You appreciating? Oh puh-lease!
So I'll take everything as a joke from now.
Don't talk seriously to me, be-cos I'll laugh the hell out of me.

Know this phrase?
Good things that comes, goes very easily.
So if you don't learn to appreciate it, it'll be too late to change anything.
You'll be the ultimate GREAT BIG BIG LOSER in the end.

SO........................... Your choice=]
And lastly, choose wisely=]

1:37pm

2009-08-09T16:54:00.000+08:00

Life was perfect at first,
until people came and interfered.
They made life hard and bitter,
much more (no peace),

A world with one,
is enough.
So please, i'm begging, not to enter,
Or it'll go crashing to the ground.
And all be too late for anything.

You must understand
That I'll get hurt (not you).............
So why bother to come?
I don't need your wave nor "hi".
Just ignore, you won't die (no big deal)!

So.................
Just fish off
And mind your own business.
I can handle my own problems.
Not needing a person like you.

My thinking is different from others.
So don't ever think that you'll have the chance
To whisper something to me,
Because I'll really turn a deaf ear to it.

Everything done by you,
IS RUBBISH!
CRAP!
NONSENSE!
So, you still think I'd appreciate it?
WAIT LONG!!

Disturbance?
I never tolerate.
No matter,
Whether it's minor, or major.
I'll not sit still.
So you'd better watch out.
Or you'll have cracked bones in your body.

You might be wondering,
Why I'm saying all these.
Because I'm giving you a warning,
To GET OUT of my world and mind your own business.
I don't need your paper and business,
I'll just simply dump it in the garbage.

You think i don't ever dare?
HAHA!
You just don't know,
Who i am, well.

You'll never understand or get to know me.
Because i forbitted it.
Don't come begging me.
Because the only thing you'll get from me,
Is the embarrassment.

Feeling shame now?
Even you do, or don't..........
YOU, GET LOST!

6:11pm

2009-08-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

ERASE & REWIND

I don't wanna feel like this
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to freak you out
But I...
Think I might of said too much
Didn't mean to
Didn't mean to
Think I might of said is you and I

Guess I should leave this behind
Guess I should erase and rewind
Somehow I can't seem to stay away
I don't want to sound desperate but I am
So come say that you'll come around
Guess I should erase and rewind, erase and rewind

I don't want to stand in line
Like I used to
Like I used to
I don't want to have to scream and shout
Cause I'm the kinda girl that sticks
Like a tattoo
Like a tattoo
Yeah I'm the kinda girl that wears you out

Guess I should leave this behind
Guess I should erase and rewind
Somehow I can't seem to stay away
I don't want to sound despite but I am
So say that you'll come around
Guess I should erase and rewind, erase and rewind

You never do return my calls
Just like we never met at all
No matter what I'll always wait for you
I'll wait for you
I'll wait for you

I don't wanna feel like this
I don't want to

Guess I should leave this behind
Guess I should erase and rewind
Somehow I can't seem to stay away
I don't want to sound desperate but I am
So say that you'll come around
Guess I should erase and rewind
Erase and rewind
(Repeat)

IT'S ALRIGHT, IT'S OK

You told me
There's no need
To talk it out
Cause it's too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

[Chorus]
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry
Alright, ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, ok
I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

[Chorus]

Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door

10:31pm

2009-08-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

Every week was bad for me
Every day was worst for me
Every Week day nights' was a suffer for me
Waking up every morning for school was struggles for me
Walking to school alone was enough boring for me
Walking to my classroom with corridoors filled with students' voices, laughter and footsteps was unaccepted noise for me
Fridays are hectic for me.....................

But life still has to go on.
I wished that i could go back to the time where no obstacles were laid and alone in my world where peace was born. But it's too late. Nothing can undo it. If it was a price, i would pay for it.........No point regretting or drwel about it.

10:17pm

2009-08-01T13:07:00.000+08:00

SIAN................................................................................

Came back from Air NDP training yesterday still have to clear all the broken pieces of glasses...................
Was in a very very very extremely bad mood on Thursday......Came back from school, showered, skipped my dinner and went to watch some TV. Then don't know what happen to me, i started to go to the kitchen and took out all the new glasses which my mum bought not long ago and started to throw at walls.........I'M GOING CRAZY! I don't know why i acted that way.............sigh.....i've never been this negative and unhappy before.......Past weeks always unhappy...........
Negative stuffs came into my mind..............Last month, i kept vending my anger and unhappiness at my family....IDK why.....i then decided to stay alone as i don't want to hurt anybody........i almost killed my best friend with the chopper..........i'm not sure what i'll do next............but i better becareful..........i'm really really going really crazy..................i think my mum's getting worried, i think because of the throwing of glasses.....that day she said nothing but tried to cheer me up. " My dear, when will you be back to your once, cheerful and happy self? When will you return home?" My mum asked me that after the whole house was in a mess with broken glasses.
I didn't answer her because i just didn't feel like talking...............ignored.................
i'm so hurt.................slashes in my heart..........i want to go back to where i belong...an alone a peaceful world...........but if i do that, all my friends' efforts and time would all be wasted............what should i do?.................and i can tell that, HE will not be happy.......................
idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk...........................................................someone please help mi........................

1:24pm

2009-07-12T16:14:00.000+08:00

PEACE!!

Working time! Busy writing the survey:)
Afiqah waiting to eat her lunch....She's very hungry(>_<)
Hahas. Bought Macdonals and sat at a stone table to eat=X

Went to East Coast Park to do our science Questa project. Afiqah, Priya and mi(^_^)
Time:10am
Date:6th July, Youth Day

2009-07-08T18:52:00.000+08:00

2009-06-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

Tiring day.......
Woke up at 8am to go for piano lessons. Came back, shower and left the house fr Town with my mum. Sian without Amos, it would not be fun at all.
Good for him that he went overseas with his friend and their family members.........SO GOOD! Hahas...but there's a good point too. I won't have to hear all his craps and i have peace from today until two days before school reopens!!!
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BUT right now, i kind of miss all his craps.........it's so quiet.........scary.........hahas. Joking.
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I MISS HIM.......

But never mind. Who cares? I am happy for him because he is out there, somewhere[not gonna tell you where he isXP] in the world, enjoying himself.

Walk.............................Walk.........................Walk.......................Walk.................Walk.......
See See...........................See See.......................See See.........................See See..............See See.......
Until............................My.........................Leg.......................Hurts...........Badly..........(T_T).....
HAHAHAS......................HEHEHES.....................HOHOHOS.............HARHARHARS......

~END~

sIgNiNg OfF~
TiMe:11.09pm
dAtE:20th June 2009
BUAI BUAI=]]

2009-06-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

OHHHH YEAHHH!!!!

COMING SOON..........

E Investiture Rehearsal is just 5 days away!Hahas. Oh just can't wait!

ACHIEVED SO FAR......
Tahan, but suffered for 3 days and fr 24 hours...................

MY LIFE.........
Oh God. Crazy week, this is and the last.
Had two dreams~~
First one-PrivetXD
Second- Dreamt of my dad......died......woke up[Lucky it was a dream], my face with tears, continued crying though i'm concious[Think i got a shock and have not recovered] and part of my pillow was wet......Was probably crying in my dream the whole time........sigh bad dream........

LAST WEEK'S EVENT.......
Went out with my Sis~
Went to Mac,
Went to a Book store and after that stood outside lyk a fool, just to decide on a stupid library to study(=_=)..........RIDICULES!MEOW~!
Wasted MUCH TIME, in the end we did not managed to study........ZzZzZz........went back home as Sis's wanted to change.
Then went to find my stupid EZ-link card.......then went to Hougang MRT station to take a train down to Tampines to meet Aunt.
WHOAAAA.........!
At Tampines, Aunt told Sis sth[IDK!]. Sis said to take bus 193 to Ave 3.
Alighted at Dunmen Secondary School opposite bus stop......kind of lost already.I then told Sis to take a cab down,but suggested to take the 4N bus.....Sat at the bus stop and waited fr 25 minutes.....Can wait anymore so Sis said to take the 193 bus, instead to ask the bus driver whether it goes to our destination.
E bus driver said yes so we boarded..........................AND GUESS WHAT........WE LANDED UP AT TAMPINES BUS INTERCHANGE AGAIN!!!!!!!IT WAS RIGHT WHERE WE STARTED OUR LONG LONG & LONG JOURNEY JUST TO FIND MY AUNT!!!!!!CRAZY!!!
She gave up, so we took a cab in the end.
We were dropped at a coffee shop just next to St Hilder Secondary School. Then walked a long path just to find Blk 3........(=_=).............LMAO......kept walkin. Then called Aunt in the end. She mistaken the Blk 5 as Blk 3.....(=_=)......walked again then NEXT went to find a stupid PINK SHOP[which was described by Aunt].......walked and walked but can't find.........................

FEW MINUTES LATER.............

Called Aunt again and we guessed that it was not a PINK SHOP. But the shop that Aunt was inside, was next to a PINK STORE!!!!![FELT LYK BANGING MY HEAD ON THE WALL!]
SIS AND I WAS FRUSTRATED AND TIRED.........
Then BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH..............................
At about 11 pm plus, took bus 72 at Tampines Bus Interchange and went home. Reached home at 12pm, Midnight.
What a tiring day.....

THIS WEEK'S EVENT.........
MONDAY~~~~~~
Went to sit the Fokker 50 ride..............But in the end, did not get to sit because of the weather. URGH!!! Wasted my whole half a day, sitting at the brieffing hall and WAITING and WAITING and WAITING! But got to just sit in the plane and went one round[on ground]................GRATZ..........(=_=).......(T_T)..........(0_0)........

TUESDAY~~~~
Went for Civil Defence Course.
Damn......Dad went crazy and kept calling me when i was in the bus to Pasir Ris Mrt to take a train down to Tampines. Reached there and went to find my other frwens and Aliya. Then Blah blah blah blah blah.........Sat fr the test and passed^^WEE!!!(^_^) So happy! Got another BLING BLING!HA!

WEDNESDAY~~~~
Surffed the web in the morning.
Then went out wif my Mei and Jie to Tampines to watch Night At The Musium, which i watched before but dun mind to watch it again as it's funny and stupid(^_^).
Came back about 5pm, watched some TV. Kept looking at my phone fr just one msg frm Dar Dar.....(T_T)Sadded, ther's none......Went to bed sadly at 10pm.......

THURSDAY~~~~
BORING DAY it was........read books in the morning, studied Bio in the noon and watched TV in the nite..........and Was Blogging.........

SAD, HURT AND CONFUSED

2009-06-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

HAHAS!PLAYED AUDITION AND TOOK SOME PHOTOS............

PEACE!!XD

Signed off at: 12.24am
Date: 14th June 2009
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